Dear Family of Light!
Who are we really? Why are we here? Honestly, only our intuition knows, our eternal inner teacher – the I AM. WHO AM I?
Who AM I? What matters right now? I just feel like I no longer desire control, pushing the outcomes or anything as such. I just feel such a strong desire and tendency to just Be, to be in the Mountains, to breathe the air or my own Purity, within All Creation’s Beauty. I do not feel urged to do anything, although so many things from the outer seem to be wanting me to move forward, to do something, to create something new, to create tangible results, to be active! I just want to listen to my own voice, my own inner teacher, and follow my own Heart.
Everyone seems to be so active, when in fact, this just makes me feel more disconnected. I do not want to be proactive, neither do I wish to be passive. I want to be somewhere in the middle, flowing with the Divine current of Life, to see what it brings me, to start fresh and anew every single day, within a giant hole of deep nothingness. I wish to bask in this state of Bliss every Now moment! I wish to walk through my meadows, to listen to my birds, observe my clouds as they keep passing by in eternity, and visit my Beloved Mountains. I wish to create only from this space of void, of stillness and tranquility. I do not wish to be a doer, like so many others. There is such a thin line between a Human Being and a Human doing. I just wish to Be, for that is my desire and my God’s given right.
The safety that I AM can only truly come from within, there is no outer manifestation of safety. The safety of my Being I AM creating by myself, as I breathe the Holy Breath of Purity within Eternity. I have no one to compare to, I AM one of a kind, unique and on my own. On my Journey, I AM alone, but I AM never lonely. I bask in my own solitude, for it is such a gift of Spirit, this Life of Freedom to Be! This freedom cannot be expressed with words. My only desire is to be free from all the illusion and to grow and evolve in that state of Perfection. I AM Me, and I AM like no one else. Only knowing and feeling this, can make me love all and everyone else as myself. Only by feeling myself, I can feel everything and everyone else. This is the consciousness of Oneness.
In solitude, there is Union, in darkness there is Light, and All is but one and the same. I can only share by Being, this sacred space that I AM, this Journey I AM living. While so many are still programmed to manifest, build and control, I AM just Being, in this vast state of wholeness, as I AM complete. I allow everyone walk their path in their own unique way, but I AM not them, and they are not Me. I belong to myself, the same as they do. I belong to the Almighty God/Goddess, as I breathe the Holy Breath wherever I go, and wherever I AM. I choose to create by being Me! I chose to dream awake. I choose to walk the path of least resistance, within a Will, greater than my own. I belong to the Stars, I belong to the Heavens. I AM a Creator God and I belong to the Creations I AM creating, within observing and holding the pure intentions of the Divine Love that I AM, and infusing this world with the Light of my Beloved I AM!
This is who I AM.