Dear Ascending Family,
Given how tired I feel in this moment, this may be a short update, but it feels worth mentioning because it has a planetary field level resonance and it can hit deep into the emotional chords within us. In the collective consciousness waves, and within the smaller pockets of those awakening and creating new reality bubbles, there are stages of gaining deeper realization that can surprise us when they hit us hard emotionally.
Like oceanic waves rolling in with the tide, there can be a flood of deeply intense emotions that can grip us in a tightly knotted ball of feelings, feelings that we have to direct into some level of positive resolution. When feeling pent up intense emotions we can redirect mental triggers and diffuse the emotional charge through meditations, sessions or body work. These larger oceanic ripples in the earth field tend to stimulate those intense and surreal moments that show up from out of nowhere, completely out of the blue, where in this sudden moment it is realized that you have to face something that is unpleasant, and this situation may be very awkward and difficult. These abrupt changes can feel like an sudden emotional ambush from out of left field that no one was expecting, altering life events that just handed you a bunch of new problems to solve. Maybe these are problems you did not even realize you had until they were blaringly pointed out to you.
These are wild card times, sudden events that are so intense that it lends to sensations of psychological-physical disorientation, a feeling that the body has just been exposed to some major event that everyone around you is pretending never happened. A feeling of being nearly injured when being catapulted throughout some different time and space as these intensely deep baritone waves of magnetic change move on through, rearranging us and our lives, giving us the subtle clue this is the time to lay low and take good care.
It is always better to achieve stillness in order to diffuse the internal feelings of emotional charge before reacting or taking action upon anything that is happening in the external. One of the biggest lessons we learn in these circumstances that come with great emotional charge and intense feelings, is that the dark forces and parasitic entities jump onto that heightened emotional substance and hijack it. They collect emotional energy for shaping more intensified dark amplification for generating even more negativity between the parties involved or in challenging circumstances.
This phenomena has been witnessed in an array of potentials in the outer world, such as severely tragic events that are triggered through unstable humans that are used as dark portals, which remain hidden and mostly unknown from the public view. As an example the dark entity does what it can to amplify the tragic results to prey on humanity when most emotionally vulnerable and weak. So when we pray for people and pray to help resolve difficult circumstances, many times we can help to diffuse the intense buildup of negative emotions, pain and fear, and this can actually shift the events to unfold more gracefully, lessening the burden of energetic impact upon the people involved. Compassionate witnessing, neutrality, and the ability to hold space for what is with a unconditionally loving heart, is much more powerful than we tend to believe, because we cannot always see the results of the energetic diffusion and the energetic shift that happens in the external events.
In earlier stages of awakening, when we start to really see and deeply sense these distortions or abuses in the environment and we know the harm they cause deliberately, it can be very hard to discipline ourselves to stay centered and calm, neutral in the face of forces that are designed to create utter destruction or chaos. Many times chaos ready to explode is dressed up with a pretty bow and presented to unaware people that cannot tell the difference.
In the stages of our spiritual development when we undergo the uncovering of deceit, lies and manipulation, the complex gaslighting that was covering up true and accurate facts to appear as something it’s not, when a person finally sees the true facts that was hidden beneath the deceptions, they can get very, very angry.
As the crack of light appears in the center of the dark shadow for some in the collective consciousness, as the inner light turns on they can see more that was hidden in the dark room that they did not see before. When they can see this darkness moving in the shadows, there is a scrambling to make sense of it and verify what it really is during the realization of the great manipulation or deception. Maybe it is the fact they had been deceitfully used by another, or abused in ways they did not fully understand previously. No one feels good being used and manipulated, it is a tactic of the dark force imposters. This also opens another octave of light to illuminate our inner vision to see what had been hidden in the dark closet or held in situations that maybe had been deeply denied as a truth with the people involved in those circumstances. Or simply the complex subconscious contents in these events or situations had just remained unseen and unknown to our current awareness, and after many years and much effort expended, we discover that our energy was being directed for unsavory or unethical purposes.
Naturally as a consequence, we may ask, what is our responsibility to this moment? What is my moral or spiritual obligation to be in the face of such awkward and challenging circumstances where this deep revelation of deception, manipulation, intended harm towards the broken or innocent ones, people I know – what is the best course of action? What is in my power to do and what is not? For many people that still think with 3D thoughtforms, the first reaction will be to take aggressive or purposeful action against the deceiver, manipulator, or situation that has been used to take advantage over others.
Yet, taking outward or aggressive action is generally the least beneficial thing one can do in these moments, the inner strength is built upon being able to compassionately witness and be willing to see the entire truth, to integrate the information into your knowledge base, and to remain still and able to observe yet more.
In these cases, wisdom is very hard earned, there is a high art in the skill of true knowing in when to take action, and when to hold space in non-action.
Many times the hard truth is that you will come to know the very people that were being abused or manipulated refuse to acknowledge what is happening in the form of harm or deception, and they may seek to stay asleep in their astral mirror of delusion, as they are unwillingly to change or take responsibility for any of the realizations surfacing. Many times when you try to relay this truth they will fight back with hostile reactions, shutting down any further dialogue. When we can see this overview, and it’s very common, it can feel painful, confusing and hard to reconcile and navigate conflicts that involve other people. All we can be responsible for is our own personal conduct and behavior, we cannot exert control over anyone else.
There is an elevation of this deeper realization occuring in the collective consciousness that is present in the environment and field. This is being observed as a reflection of the challenging stages of processing anger and grief during the planetary Dark Night of the Soul.
One of the biggest questions awakening people are asking themselves is how we feel when we wake up one day and we deeply and completely realize that we had been completely deceived and used in some way, such as:
*We trusted someone who was not who they appeared to be (misplaced trust),
*We were serving some outer intention happily, only to discover that it was false, harmful or inverted (usurped intent),
*We fully embody the knowing to see how pain and torture of our fellow humans is occurring daily as normal occurrences (conditioning abuse),
*We have spent our time and hard earned resources to play a prominent role in the Controller game that feeds into the decaying system of human enslavement (world slavery),
*We see warped leaders taking advantage of broken people which is producing even more pain, trauma, and fragmentation setting up the dark entity feeding frenzy (NAA set up),
*We can see blatant power abuses playing out that intentionally hurt others that are unaware that this agenda is occurring (reinforcing abusers and predators),
*We interact with 3D people that have no meaning behind their words, people that do not follow up with what they said they would do (the empty promises and words of superficialism. materialism and bs),
*We see those manipulating over and over again to gain a position of strategic advantage that is meaningless in the overall (control and power mongers),
*We witness death, trauma or tragic events that appear to be senseless, reckless or idiotic (carelessness and no reverence for life).
Welcome to the higher realizations of spiritual awakening when undergoing the continued exploration of the watery depths of the Dark Night of the Soul!
When uncovering some of these unpleasant truths, it is common to feel anger, depression and grief rising. A helpful description is the Kübler-Ross model, which includes anger in the five stages of grief, which is necessary on the path of expressing authentic emotions that lead to emotional and spiritual healing.
Feeling anger and grief can be a necessary stage of the emotional healing process, because it triggers self realization into acknowledging that something negative, traumatic or painful has happened to us. It is better to recognize it as its happening than allow pent up anger to be expressed in uncontrolled outbursts or black depression. Be willing to feel and witness anger and grief to help redirect and release it. The more you truly feel it, understanding why you feel this way and recognizing its movement through personal observation, the more it will begin to dissipate through greater acceptance and awareness that supports emotional healing.
An important component of emotional healing is validation that the event and the experience has happened, and that you have the divine right to feel the emotions that you are feeling.
It may be that you will need to make life changes to adjust accordingly to be truer to yourself. In this stage it is important to validate your feelings and to honor your experience in the storyline when you felt pain. However, at some point you’ll need to see it is a storyline and that you will want to be freed from the emotional attachments to any storyline as these stories limit our consciousness expansion and experiences of joy and peace. Anger ridden and grief stricken stories can barrel through our minds like an out-of-control train careening down the tracks. To find freedom from pent up anger and grief, we must recognize the story and see that repeating it over and over again does not serve us to emotionally grow and move forward in more peace. Yes, what happened did happen to us, even if people around us ignored it. But we have to make the choice on how much longer we allow the burden of negative emotions to hang on to our thoughts and feelings, like a ball and chain that keeps us captives to the painful past.
Here are some strategies to help soften the storyline:
*Open up with compassion to everyone involved, including yourself.
*Recognize that you are bringing the past into the present moment by repeating the story in your mind endlessly. At some point for your own sanity and health, you must let it go.
*Bring your full attention into the sensations and emotions that you are experiencing in the moment.
*Commit to bringing all of your actions in alignment with what you really want to be aligned with.
*Call for spiritual support, prayers and help to move through the painful situation with grace, and the highest expression possible for all parties.
All of us can relate to these difficult experiences and painful feelings at some point in our life, and this is especially prevalent during the Dark Night of the Soul process, the phase when we really start uncovering some of life’s gory hidden details. Sometimes we can be shocked at what we can see and remember.
This week, a poignant statement was relayed to me about a public, powerful and wealthy male in high government that was caught foisting himself onto female co-workers and having many unethical sexual relationships, that clearly indicated severe power abuses and harmful harassment of the women involved. When he was discovered and asked why he did this and put his career and reputation at risk through continuing these sexual predator behaviors, which disturbed his duties in government office, he replied “Because I Can”.
This statement defines the motives of dark forces and Imposter Spirits perfectly. Why do these dark forces do it, Because They Can. Why do predatorial people continue to abuse others, Because They Can.
It takes incredible spiritual strength to not allow ourselves to be overcome by the powerful forces of negative emotions like grief and anger that can potentially harm us, or direct harm to others around us. No matter what others may have done to deceive us or manipulate us in the past, we can be the person that wakes up and refuses to succumb to the Service to Self dark force ideology “Because I Can”. Instead, consciously choosing to align with the truth spirit, refusing to give our power away to abusers, and being of service to the Christ Consciousness which operates at a much higher frequency. Once we can fully recognize the people, leaders, entities around us that really operate in Service to Self motivations, we can make choices every day to disengage with them, refusing to feed our energy into that paradigm anymore. Refocus your mind and emotions by becoming productive by being in Service to the greater whole, doing what you can to make a difference every day, taking small and consistent steps to improve yourself.
PRACTICE FIVE: SERVICE TO OTHERS – Upon firmly loving yourself and honoring your path, find methods to be of service to others that do not overstep personal boundaries of discernment. Being of Service to Others does not include consumptive modeling, such as Victim-Victimizer, parasitism or emotional vampirism. Being of service does not hold an ego perspective of entitlement, expectation or attachment. Practice being of service with unconditional love, and naturally flowing in the moment. The energy exchange made between participants being of service to others, amplifies and expands consciousness growth like no other method. The more you amplify the energetic field of being in service to others, the more joy, harmony and gifts will be brought into your life. The more service you dedicate to Gods plan, the Law of One, the more spiritual support and spiritual presence one can exchange with God Force.
Many blessings of peace, love and strength to our awakening community in these surreal times.