APRIL BENDER – Reunification of Worlds Begins – Earth Meditation by Melanie Bckler – 4-23-16


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April Bender

Another year has passed, another arc on the grand spiral of time. Your spirit/essence has lengthened profoundly in breadth as well as depth. It has been a year of tests, of challenges and of the greatest in-breath (or time of receiving from Spirit in its many forms/channels) unlike any other. You are no longer you, as you have grown/expanded beyond identity, beyond human description, beyond light/dark, beyond form – while still contained within a human vessel.

You have reclaimed the knowledge, the wisdom, the truth contained within the deepest parts of Self, your ancestral blood, your connection to Gaia, Source, and your connection to otherworldly allies, seen and unseen (heavenly and planetary). You have served as a bridge, a friend, a code bringer, collaborator, and healer between worlds. This is every human’s divine birthright and intended role, though many still struggle to break through the fog (the counter influences both internally/externally), and claim it. But this is indeed what the collective is striving toward, the reintegration of fragmentation. Harmony between worlds.

Many lightworkers as well as other spiritual initiates working for the greater good and upliftment of humanity and planetary conditions need to realize, as you did, that as a multidimensional being there is more than one aspect of Self, and that these Selves need to be integrated and aligned in order to fully reclaim and actualize their divine birthright as well as to better aid in the ascension/upliftment/restoration of planetary life. The time has now come for all way-showers to become aware of these various aspects of Self, the various Orders and Hierarchies of Life/Spirit, and humanity’s true role within Creation – at least to some degree. Or to put it plainly, it’s time for the rounding out of one’s spiritual/mystical education in anticipation of the next stage of human evolution – the spiritual evolution/revolution that will see humanity throw off the  shackles of illusion and claim its rightful place among Creation. But first, one must awaken to the full truth of who they are.

May they come to realize as you have, that your Higher Self (also known as “star walker” in other traditions) is only one aspect – there is also in the main the Physical Self, and the Dream/Underworld Self. The Higher Self walks and communes with the Heavenly/Cosmic Hierarchy and receives glimpses into the divine cosmic plan, the Dream/Underworld Self walks and communes with the Planetary Hierarchy and receives glimpses of the divine template for Earth/Gaia, and your Physical Self serves as the manifest/material world bridge and point of expression between them. Most spiritual path initiates (in whatever tradition they work with) tend to focus and express through only one, sometimes two of these aspects of Self. But all three must be activated, aligned, and consciously worked with. And of course there are a multitude of additional aspects of Self in-between these three main levels – but for the sake of simplicity – these three are the most critical in regard to ensuring the success of the mission (unification and/or unity consciousness).

Many lightworkers for instance, prefer only to commune with Higher Self and do not want to ground within the Earth/Gaia. There is too much pain, misery, suffering they say, instead they cannot wait to go home – and yet how are they to transmute it and complete their work if they do not want to get their feet (or chakras) dirty? They do not want to accept or embrace their full nature – by being born into a  human body they are as much cosmic in origin as they are of Gaia/Earth and there is no avoiding passing through that level of spiritual initiation/education in order “to graduate.” For part of that graduation includes a clearing of the ancestral line for example, of which they were born into, among other things.

In general, one must learn to work and commune with all orders of life (seen and unseen, carnate and incarnate) within the local system of which they are a part – or at the very least, become aware of them.  As you have discovered, powerful bonds and alliances can be created through friendship, exchange, support and attentiveness that serve you as much as them. And many of them, want nothing more than the restoration/ascension of the Gaiac/Earthly experience. Humans were never meant to walk alone for true strength comes with the recognition of our inherent unity with other forms of life and/or consciousness. And these forms/orders of life/consciousness are broken or stunted in some way as well, because of the brokenness in humanity.

All forms of life/consciousness within a local system and spiralling out to connected systems, were meant to exchange energy and information with one another – not to be an island upon themselves. And this has been the greatest lie thrust upon humanity – that you are on your own, that you are somehow separate – that other realms or forms of life (seen/unseen) don’t exist and if they do, they are evil and not to be meddled with.

Many earthly realms are considered dark, shadowy, and hellish or “evil” in nature. The Earth has been bathed in the blood of the suffering, how could it not be so? And while yes, these imprints and memories have been stored within the Earth, within your psyche’s, within your blood (as you are born of the Earth), they too must be confronted and transcended if a healing and eventually a restoration is to be realized. For it is a confrontation enriched with higher truth and a great deal of wisdom and therefore cannot be avoided.

The template (or divine plan) that must be restored dwells within the depths of the Earth. It has always been there, a brightly glowing seed/sun that has continued to hold the original intent or blueprint of Earth. Also found within Earth or within its many realms are the planetary hierarchy including: the Council of 7 (the other councils extend outward from Earth), the world soul (the divine feminine/mother), your ancestors when not incarnate (moving throughout the mansion worlds or Devachan and yet still attuned to you), the spirits of the plant and animal kingdoms, the mineral intelligences who are very high orders of beings incarnating a small aspect of Self within the planetary experience, the Sidhe/Faery or the “shining ones,” those who are further along in Earth’s evolution than current humanity and who long ago went underground, the elemental and directional spirits, and the spirits of place, not to mention the inner passage from Earth to her many sister realms as recorded in the myths of old.

Indeed, there is much magic, wonder, wisdom and even great healing and vitality to be discovered within the planetary realms. And most all beings within these realms, great and small, visible and invisible, seek to be united once again within The World/Cosmic Tree, so that the great Song of Life/Creation may be heard once more in its proper and pure frequency/resonance. For once the connection between these worlds is restored, humanity will once again experience what is known as 5D and/or a much greater experience of universal unity consciousness. The veil is already thinning remarkably fast now, as signs of the mysterious and the miraculous gain visibility.

It is recommended that if a spiritual initiate has not worked in a very committed way with their Dream/Underworld aspect of Self that they consider study and practice within an earth-based path and/or Shamanic tradition. If on the other hand, an initiate is quite familiar with this aspect of Self but not with their Higher Self (or star-walker self), that they really work on developing a connection with that aspect of Self. See previous post on Connecting with Higher Self. And again, keeping in mind the goal of expressing/integrating all aspects of Self, within the Physical or everyday personality Self.

The reason these additional aspects of Self are being highlighted at this time, and the reason you personally were triggered to move more fully into them this last year, is because very soon the many secrets that have been kept hidden from humanity, including its true past/history, will be made known. Add to that the flood of memories that will be activated/released within the blood/DNA of individuals as these secrets are revealed and concurrently, as the higher energy inductions from space continue to catalyze the awakening process, a great deal of confusion and upheaval is likely to ensue. If one is not grounded in their various aspects of Self, it may become very disorienting to at first process all the information, then put the pieces of the picture together correctly, as well discern truth from false memory and related emotional imprints that arise for transmutation. You and others like you (in touch with multi-dimensional aspects of Self) will help the masses make sense of what is happening. You will be needed as a stabilizing force for individuals and the collective on multiple levels: physical, emotional, mental and spiritual. You will also have a much truer and broader sense of what is actually transpiring in any given moment due to these expanded energetic linkages. And remember, you won’t be doing this alone, you will have your new allies (seen and unseen, carnated or incarnated) assisting as well. Making you a rather formidable force against those seeking to keep the planetary experience a lowly one.

Much of the prerequisite work has been done – soon the unification begins. In many ways it has already begun. This means, any structures supporting the illusion of separation are soon to come crumbling down, that includes those internally constructed by individual minds. It is recommended that all spiritual initiates, lightworkers or way-showers spend this remaining time firming up their alliances and/or co-creative partnerships by actively working toward their own inner unification and reclamation process. For those already working at this level, such as yourself, it is recommended that you continue deepening and building out your alliances and further integrating various aspects of Self. For soon, all streams will converge.

Until next time…

Earth Meditation
Earth Meditation

I’m happy to share with you free Earth Meditation Archangel Metatron!

In this Angel Message you will be guided to connect directly with Divine Source energy, with the love of the angelic realm, and with the healing love and light of the earth realm.

As you simply relax and listen, you will be guided to a place of direct connection with Source, where you can directly access powerful healing, love and manifestation assistance.

Archangel Metatron will help you connect with the eternal light of Source Energy and of Mother Earth to strengthen your connection with your empowered authentic self.

For More Earth Magic….

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Or The Earth Sanctuary Meditation here!

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Earth Meditation with Archangel Metatron

I invite you in joining me now, in taking a deep relaxing breath as you begin to focus inward. Find your center.

Breathe, and now imagine light flowing down through the bottom of your feet into the core of the Earth where you find there is more light. Allow your energy to become one with this energy of Earth. Notice your connection now to All That Is. Feel your oneness with the Earth that you are a part of.

And now imagine that this light from the core of Earth begins to flow up entering now in through the bottom of your feet and quickly flowing up your spinal column opening and activating each of your chakra energy centres all fully opened in a state of Kundalini, and now imagine that your light continues to lift up and out of your crown chakra and into the light up above the universe, above the lights taking you directly to the creator of All That Is. Enter into this realm of existence, of source of love, of healing bliss, and from this place connected to the creator of All That Is, I now invite invite the highest, most loving possible guide that can most serve us at this time, please come in connect, and channel through me now.

“Welcome, indeed beloved, I am here, I am Metatron and I greet you with the utmost love and respect, for you, beloved one, are an essential part of the whole, of all that is.

You are an essential part of the magnificent divine design of creation, in your physical body and in your spiritual form.

Indeed you exist on many realms, many many dimensions of existence. You are far more than simply a physical being and you are far more than simply spirit. Ans this exciting time in which you live presents openings, incredible opportunities for you to re-remember, and for you to unite with your full and authentic self.

Earth Meditation with MetatronFrom this connection, you are able to claim your full power, in spirit, in the physical realm, and in the many other realms of existence you are a part of. When you are attuned and in tune with these realms, you are able to connect with great healing, wisdom, and manifestation ability.

And yet it is important to know that each realm in which you exist is also subject to its own conditions, rules, laws and commitments.

To tune in to the healing of the realms without tuning into the challenges, the simple process in which you used to connect with me now, can be repeated and focused upon the realm which you desire to connect to.

In this very moment here and now, the universe supports you in developing a healthy relationship to the Earth realm. The elements that make up Earth in her raw and beautiful form: the soil, crystals, minerals, rocks, clay, sand, and mountains, Earth.

To tune into the healing energies available to you from this realm we will walk you through the process once more, of first connecting to the infinite light and presence of the Divine, All That Is.

Breathe, relax, and begin to focus your awareness within.

Imagine your energy grounding unto the Earth, your light flowing down into the core, and as this happens, feel your energy merge with the Earth, triggering the remembrance that you are one with the Earth plane. You are one with Earth.

Feel this unity, this love, and now let the light from Earth flow up through your feet quickly activating all your chakra energy centers and continuing up out the top of your crown chakra (at the top of your head).

Lift up in vibration and go up into the light. Up, up, up into the light to connect directly with Source, with God/ Goddess, Divine, All That Is.  This Divine Source Energy, God. Goddess, Oneness, Love, is not confined or limited by any religion or one belief system, but rather is encompassed by all.

Connect directly now. Feel the presence and know that this place offers you incredible healing energy, light and well-being.

You are in direct communion and connection with Source, All That Is, and in this moment, at this time, feel your oneness with it. Feel the love, oneness, connection and Divine well-being of this very moment, now.

And now we together, ask God, Goddess, All That Is to safely and lovingly connect us with the Earth realm, the first plane, the Earth core in its raw form and function.

“God, Creator of All That Is, please connect me with the healing energies of this earth realm for the highest and greatest good and so it is.”

Feel your connection now to the Earth, your oneness with this Earth Realm.

Know that the many realms of existence weave and intertwine to create All That Is. And so each realm represents different physical and emotional aspects of the Divine, and different aspects of you, for you too are one with the Divine and one with All.

Where there is divine order and perfect balance within a realm there is health, well being and vitality within you. The Earth realm contains the minerals of existence. Know that as you are able to effectively absorb minerals, you are in balance with the first realm. If your body is lacking minerals, there is an imbalance within the first realm. This can be healed through opening and allowing emotional support and structure into your life.

Taking time to physically re-connect with the Earth also serves you greatly. To walk upon the soil, put your hands and feet into the dirt, reunite with Earth; this provides support from the physical realm, indeed heals your emotions and can re-program your body to absorb minerals for your highest and greatest good.

From this place where we are now, connected to All That Is and connected to the Earth plane, to the crystals, rocks, sand and soil, feel your connection and your oneness with these two realms – Divine Source and Earth.

Breath, relax, and allow healing to flow into your body. Healing from Prime Source and healing direct from the beautiful planet on which you live.

Breathe, relax and absorb the healing from the first realm. There is indeed a mineral for every illness and disease. The Earth indeed contains the blueprint of perfect health and well-being. If you are finding that you are out of alignment with perfect health, allow in the healing light from the Earth plane, that will most serve you now, for the highest and greatest good.

Allow the healing energies that most serve at this time, from the first plane and from the creative realms to unite with you with love and with light, for emotional well-being, for physical vitality, and for spiritual health.

Imagine light spiraling all around you as you witness and observe this your connection with the physical realm and with Divine Creative Source and as you observe and witness instantaneous healing, and balancing.

As you return to center, return to perfect balance, return to love, you are emotionally supported, you are deeply and intensely loved.

All that you need is provided for you in the physical or spiritual world. Remember to be open to the many blessings, and as you directly connect with Source, as you ground to the Earth and as you open your chakras, go into the light and connect with the Divine, with Prime Source Creator, with God/ Goddess, and from this place, all that you need, all healing all love, all knowledge, and all wisdom is easily attainable, lift and open to it.

Then intend, request, ask for the healing you most need and then be willing to see it occur, instantaneously and profoundly.

For healing light and love, healing from the Earth and healing from the heavens, healing for the spiritual, mental, emotional and physical surround you now.

You are surrounded with an orb of light and love, of healing from the divine realms. Breathe this healing light in, including healing from the minerals, crystals, the rocks, clay, the sand… Healing light from the Earth.

Let healing flow in and all around you.

Envisioning healing surrounding you in an orb of light, and now imagine that this orb of light begins to lower down and all this love of the Earth, of the Creator, of All That Is, that you are connected to, that you are one with, begins to lower down.

Let the healing light and love pour down into your crown, let it open your third eye, your throat, your heart, your solar plexus, your sacral, your root, your Earth Star Chakra, and now ground all this energy into Earth, offering Earth healing, respect and love.

Letting your energy merge once more with the light at the core of the Earth.

Feel your connection to All That Is, and now once more let this light come up through your feet, a column of light cleansing your physical body, flowing all the way up to your crown chakra, and when the energy gets to your crown there is a break, the energy clicking into place… Completion.

Return your full awareness now back in your physical body, where you are refreshed and recharged.

You are connected always to Source, to the angels, to light to love, and also to the Earth. When you are in a state of being, centered, clear, calm: calm mind, open heart, willingness to be aware and to observe, then the many blessings of many realms are made available to you from your alertness, awareness, and intention all things are possible for you… You are presented with a new beginning, a new opportunity.

Write, intend, choose for yourself what blessings you wish to weave into your experience.

Connect with Source, Creator of All That Is, ground, open, lift, and return to direct presence with Source, with God, with Creator and from this connection, intend what it is your heart desires. Whether it is a dream home you are manifesting, well being and health, a new job, prosperity, or even…fun, friends, a new pet, what do you desire?

Plant the seeds when you are directly connected to Creator, so that they are grounded into the Earth and are able to instantaneously, effortlessly, manifest for the highest and greatest good.

Dearest, you are so dearly loved, I am Metatron and I leave you with my blessing and with the reminder that you have the ability to directly connect with All That Is, from this connection from this power all realms of existence and their healing properties are open to you and your full power in light in God in spirit to connect to your authentic self, to create the life of your design, of your dream for your highest good.

I am Archangel Metatron, I leave you with many blessings, now is the time for you to claim your power to create, with Earth and with the Creator, unite these two forces in your heart and flow love into your experience, this love is unending, it serves you always to accomplish your highest good. And when you give love you shall live love, where you send love you open yourself to receive love ten fold. You are so loved, you are so loved so loved so loved. I leave you with my blessing, goodbye for now.

Thank you for reading this channeled message by Archangel Metatron.

For more powerful Earth Meditations… Check out:

The Earth Sanctuary Meditation 

Earth Star Chakra Activation 


Bridging the Gap Between Heaven and Earth


Melanie |Ask Angels

April Bender – The Magic of March 2015 – Manifesting the New Dream – by Georgi Stankov – 3-22-15

Believe in the Power Within

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by April Bender (via Higher Self), March 22, 2015


April’s Airings

Welcome to the March Equinox Gateway!

Perhaps the most wondrous of all mystical creatures, the Unicorn
is a symbol of magic, miracles, dream manifestation, purity, innocence, and enchantment.

Whereas previously, the December solstice brought with it a new strata of high-vibrational foundational energies for the masters to impress upon that in which they would see manifest as part of the new dream and/or experience of New Earth – the recent powerful March equinox gateway energies (eclipse and new moon) are now bringing all, the opportunity and the energies conducive to manifesting that new world dream or “imprint” into reality. This is happening through the act of co-creation and cooperation along and within the (5-7D) Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life, which in many ways is still in its infancy but evolving rapidly.

It is also important to remember, that according to the natural cyclic rhythms of Earth and its collective, what is “seeded” in March will only continue to grow, flourish and mature throughout the rest of the coming year. So this indeed truly stands to be quite a remarkable year for magic and miracles to abound!

This will of course manifest in many different ways for various individual masters and lightworkers, both inwardly and outwardly. Some masters are still working through personal issues and processes such as the Resolution, Reclamation, and Soul-Retrieval Sequencing Process much like the Collective at large, and will soon experience break-throughs, epiphanies, miracles and great movement where that vital inner work is concerned. And yet others, like yourself, have graduated and have moved on having completed that process, and are now integrating and harnessing the wisdom, gifts and capacities gleaned from it into the manifestation of the new Earth experience and the expansion and fortifying of their roles as luminous “nodal points” across and within the Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life through the acts of communication, further imprinting/energy work, and acts of co-creation. Through reaching out to others (either in assistance or co-creative partnership) they strengthen and fortify their positions of connection and higher information/codes as nodal points of the Higher Collective Mind, which in turn induces the Higher Collective Mind/Web of Life to grow and evolve. These masters also strengthen their positions as stewards, guardians and co-creator gods of the New Earth experience. Having concluded the Resolution, Reclamation and Soul Retrieval Process, these masters have the ability to step confidently into these roles. So there is great reward on the other side of that long and difficult process.

Know that there is no judgment as to where individual masters may find themselves within this overall framework of ascension, as masters are needed at every level to meet the needs of the Collective who reside at those levels. Do not become discouraged or angry with yourself if you find that you are still engaged in heavy clearing or process work. For doing so will only guarantee that you linger in this state longer than may be necessary. Instead, surrender into these processes, and allow them to inform and transform you. Don’t be afraid to “feel into” that which needs to be acknowledged and released. Before you know it you will have moved through the entire process, and will find yourself clearly on the other side, fully remade into that which will see you confidently through the rest of your journey.

This process is also a test in many respects, in that you will be called to face any lingering fears or issues of insecurity, faith and/or vulnerability. For many of you felt ready to go from day one, but now that it’s actually time to don your full/true roles (as you very much feel this pressure or soul urging acutely), many shy away, no longer sure if they can do it. They doubt themselves and they doubt the existence of a Divine Plan. I want to make it clear – Yes, you CAN do it! In fact, you are almost there! But you must break-through these lingering blocks and limiting beliefs. You must cast them off once and for all! This is your test! And of course even those masters who have successfully completed this phase will still have to deal with clearing work to some degree, but at this point it becomes more akin to maintenance work instead of full-on personnel immersion, if that makes sense.

Which leads me to remind you that the Resolution, Reclamation, and Soul Retrieval Process is still very much an active one in terms of the Collective. And due to the ever higher frequency raising from the catalytic energies continuing to enter your sphere, this process will only expand and deepen for the Collective this year. Therefore, expect many more seemingly miraculous collective revelations to happen this year, as the old dream (or societal structures, policies, materialism, etc…) dies, and the new dream, which has already been imprinted and now birthed, truly begins to materialize. For you are residing in what is known as the “in-between” period, where both dreams exist simultaneously, yet you are hospicing the death of one and the birth of another. This year will see the new dream begin to gain momentum and manifest. It will truly be a year of magic and miracles!

However, as you know, periods of great change often involve periods of chaos and/or confusion. This is why it will be so important for all masters in service of the Divine Plan to begin to come together this year in a way that they haven’t yet done and unify in an effort to lift-up and/or manifest the new at the same time that the old is dying out. Otherwise, it is quite possible to lose many souls to chaos, confusion, and fear. Therefore, it is a time to strengthen and fortify the new Higher Collective Mind/Web of Life so that you as Nodal Points can expand and fortify your positions/your fields as energetic platforms or Cities of Light for collective refuge and re-education. These will be created first energetically, as you are etherically constructing them now, and then will later, materialize along the Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life.

Earth/Gaia will also be shaking the world in an effort to further awaken the slumbering masses and to facilitate her own healing and expansion/ascension and celestial catalysts will become more common place as well this year. In the most general sense, this is ALL part and parcel of the collective’s process of integration/reconciliation, restoration, reclamation, soul retrieval/memory, and ascension – or in other words – waking up, remembering, choosing, and co-creating something better/higher.

All in all, this is a very exciting time and promises to be very fast-paced by its very nature, so be prepared for extreme levels of movement at times – literally, figuratively, and energetically. For the tsunami wave of change you’ve been waiting for is now here, it’s time to get those sunglasses and surfboards out and ride! Continue to utilize those new gifts, capacities and talents for active co-creation (both energetically and physically) that you’ve discovered since the solstice and even prior to that. For these will only continue to deepen and expand in scope as you wield them more and more. And we are counting on you to wield them! Continue to use and explore the rays, your higher chakras, the higher ley-grid, circuits of time/space for travel, your inner temple and Dweller, communion with the elements, primordial spirits/forces, soul/star families, and multi-dimensional aspects of Self or your consciousness. AND, lean into the urge to partner up, unify, and bring others together to collaborate, co-create, and/or cooperate. As Nodal Points, this is your duty. You are to serve as a hub of inspiration, connection/pathways, and higher information. So put yourself out there if haven’t done so yet! You have it in you, lest you would not be called into such active service.

There will indeed be much to discuss in upcoming messages concerning the details of such rapid movements on all fronts. For now, simply breathe in the beautiful scent of spring – of the affirmation of new hope and life soon to be made manifest.

It is the beginning of the realization of the ONE’s greatest/highest dream, as imprinted and co-created by the Masters here on Earth and those serving from afar and/or discarnate, in partnership and cooperation to/with the Divine!

All are mobilizing, will you?

Until next time…

April Bender

April Bender, HS Message – The Dweller Within the Master’s Temple – by Georgi Stankov – 12-28-14

By April Bender (via Higher Self vision), December 28, 2014


Excellent message from April – describes exactly what I am experiencing in the last 48 hours. This is pure seamless ascension with a massive consciousness shift and expansion of awareness. I will comment on it in more detail later on in the day.


Curiously you step into the very heart of the colossal Crystalline Fire of Ascension now ablaze within your portal / field / vessel. In an instant, you are fully engulfed by its magnificent light. You allow yourself time to simply stand and bathe in its brilliance.

After a few moments of stillness, you begin to acclimate – your consciousness begins to slowly shift and expand, unfolding like the petals of a lotus flower upon the dewy dawning of a sunlit morning. You feel an inner tingling, from head to toe, as if every molecule in your body is being stimulated, gently electrified, heightened. You notice how light and how utterly carefree you feel. The dross of the physical completely melting away.

Within your awareness, you begin to sense that this multidimensional crystalline light energy, with its quantum field of possibility, is eager to reveal a secret to you, an aspect of yourself that you are not yet aware of. Its shimmering crystalline flames seemingly beckon you to sit down, to further bask and relax within the bosom of its warm embrace. Soothing and welcoming it feels, so you quickly oblige.

Entering the Master’s Temple

Upon sitting, you gradually begin to notice with a tremendous sense of wonder and awe, that your field / portal / vessel looks entirely different from this vantage point – or perhaps it’s because you’ve now crossed the threshold into the interior of the fire itself, and this is in fact a new space that you find yourself in (like a hidden room within a room). For much to your surprise, you now find yourself to be sitting squarely in the center of what appears to be a large round – Temple of Light!

Before you lies another, albeit smaller, hearth of crystalline fire, which fully illuminates this inner temple. On every side, glyphs / codes dance and shimmer up and down the length of its translucent walls and across its white crystal floor. You notice that these are the same crystalline glyphs / codes that you recently saw imprinted and activated within the earth’s matrix / new ley-grid. Adjusting your vision, you notice that behind these translucent codified walls appears to be a beautiful panoramic view of a sunset, as seen from atop a spacious mountain summit. As you take in this fantastic view, you realize that this temple, YOUR temple, symbolically stands or is located in a higher dwelling place / firmament.

Your sense of awe spurring you on, you now adjust your gaze to look down below you, past the translucent crystalline floor into an open abyss, which is picturesquely outlined by lofty clouds and chiseled mountain rock. You look down, through the clouds, and way way down below the landscaped surface of earth.

From this distance you can barely make out what appears to be a light blue orb emanating from the bowels / underworld of earth. In an instant you realize / remember that many sentient life forms dwell in that abode and the blue orb is symbolic of earth’s crystalline core or inner sun. You spend a moment sending your love to them and to Mother Earth.

Turning your attention upwards now towards the celestial heavens, you see far above you the twinkling Cosmos, your soul / star families, and the celestial hierarchies shining down upon you. You can feel them over-lighting you, supporting you. You realize that if you listen carefully, you can easily tune in to hear their voices. They seem to be encouraging you to journey further. As you will your consciousness higher, the sky parts and you sense your awareness rushing forward towards the Galactic Center / Central Sun… and suddenly as if on command, it appears gloriously before you.

Facing such an exalted countenance, a greater realization dawns, that your temple or dwelling place, as promised to be set aside by Prime Creator (God) for each of his creations, which was first sown as seed at soul conception, now exists in form and function WITHIN YOU, as a living breathing nexus and holy sanctuary linking the creative forces of heaven and earth! All are alive, are moving, and have their being both independently and also THROUGH you, the earth, and each other – for all are truly One. You now feel this life-giving, consciousness-expanding alignment acutely from the primacy of your being, the three radiate as one: earth’s underworld sun, your own inner sun, and the great central sun – along with all the other souls / beings intertwined throughout. Love pours forth from your heart in cascading waves of appreciation for the beauty, the majesty, the Oneness of it all.

A thought occurs to you that if not for your tireless effort and (mostly) unwavering faith, it would not have been possible for such a temple to grow into being. For YOU were both the womb and the architect all along! You now fully realize the importance and necessary prerequisite of one mastering the Self (to a large degree) in order to be worthy of receiving the bestowal of such an inner temple, kingdom, or dwelling place. For you have truly in all respects, restored the Tree of Life within self and can now therefore, help to fully restore it on earth and within the human DNA genome, one frequency note or chord at a time.

Glancing around your sacred abode, you start to notice that this isn’t just a sanctuary between worlds, but that this temple is truly a living, breathing, extension of YOU. As long as you are sitting in the cockpit / dias, so to speak, anything is possible for you here. You can communicate easily and clearly with beings on any local multidimensional level that resonate with the higher frequencies that you as your temple produce, and many will in fact, come to seek an audience with you here. Also, you can easily access the Hall of Records / Akashic Records from within this temple and they can be viewed easily on a holographic type display. Or you may choose to travel, using your temple as a launching point for otherworldly adventures. Many masters, will even begin to link / connect these temples together by creating vast circuits / networks.

The Dweller Within

Yes, as you’ve probably already guessed, The Dweller within the temple is YOU! As an over-lighted, merged, and ascended presence within the inner temple, you reign supreme! All the crystalline codings / glyphs you see written on your temple walls are in fact all the master codes / glyphs / keys (written in the language of light) that you’ve accumulated all along as you’ve attained or unlocked various elements of knowledge, wisdom, and creation along your sojourn of awakening.

The Dweller state of consciousness can be likened to that of Higher Self, but in an even higher state / elevation of consciousness than you’ve yet experienced in a consistent manner. This consciousness is at all times one with creation, as it sees itself as part of creation. That includes light and shadow, or the interplay of the whole. This over-lighted aspect of self therefore, never takes sides because it is BOTH sides and knows only love for the whole. It is a blending of cosmic / Christ consciousness and universal mind. Your Higher Self is actually the conduit to experiencing this level of expanded consciousness.

Within this seat of consciousness one can easily manipulate the templates of matter and the conscious warping of time/space around one’s field. This consciousness is vast and knows its the architect of its own design in concert with the unfolding of Prime Creator’s awareness, as well as an integral piece in the larger Flower of Life.

As a result, you have the wisdom and the power as all Dweller’s do, to build onto and expand your dwelling place or new inner abode. Again, it is made of the same raw-material crystalline substance you were recently asked to “impress,” mold, form, and fashion. So by all means, do the same thing in this space. In fact, some master’s are already morphing their temples into merkabah’s or chariots of flight. Some are utilizing them as Flower of Life vehicles and/or fields of healing and regeneration. A handful are even upgrading them into full blown Cities of Light that will eventually be pulled down or descended within their field / portal into the physical, at the appointed time, to provide refuge during the worst of the earth changes.

Your temples or dwelling places can be all of these things and more depending upon how the Dweller wishes to utilize its expanded field of consciousness / influence over that sphere or energetic BODY. So obviously as a result, no two temples or dwelling places will look or feel exactly the same as you choose the morphogenetic nature of your own inner dwelling / sanctified field. And herein lies the key: Where each master / Dweller shall choose to place his consciousness in the future, post shift or at the time of his/her ascension, will vary and that will in-turn influence the manner in which his vessel / field / dwelling is to be made manifest and from which dimensional levels it may be accessed.

To speak plainly, these may be but temporary homes / vehicles for some of the masters incarnated on earth today. But these are questions left up to the Dweller to answer in partnership with the soul personality / incarnation that is you at a future time.

So, utilizing your now enormous morphogenetic field / vessel / dwelling and the crystalline fires of ascension, what will you mold, fashion or form? What will you build or include in your sacred dwelling place? What will it be capable of? Will you make it your intention to dwell here often? What other doorways or things of note might you find hidden within your sacred fires of ascension? Within this new crystalline field of existence?

In Closing

It is recommended that you spend equal time on the two tasks at hand between now and the spring equinox: These are the impressing, forming, and fashioning of crystalline strata in the emerging 5-7D earth experience – as well as your own inner dwelling / morphogenetic field. One movement in either direction will of course greatly influence the other, but to spend too much time creating in only one sphere will produce unbalanced results which will need rectification. So it is best to take a balanced approach from the start.

These are such exciting times and things continue to progress more and more rapidly. Take reassurance in that and be patient with yourself, for everything will continue to unfold in a step-wise fashion. The work that you are now being asked to do should not be held lightly, for do not doubt that it is an initiation of sorts for you. Each time you pass and/or graduate on to the next level, more will be called from you for the next. For all that you accomplished last year in fact laid the groundwork for this current crystalline strata and dwelling / temple development. But as your vision attests, you are now standing at the summit of the ascension mountain, watching the sun set on one age of man, and facilitating the construction or birth of another. A most powerful crossroads to be standing at indeed!

It doesn’t get much more fulfilling then this! This is precisely what you came here to do so get to work and “impress,” form, fashion and create with gusto! Continue to be open clear receivers/transmitters. All eyes are riveted on you, the Dwellers / masters, in eager anticipation of the simultaneous restoration, reconciliation, and graduation about to unfold not just through earth, but throughout this entire localized area of Creation!

Until next time…


April Bender – HS Message – The Solstice Fires of Ascension – A Message for the Masters – 12-23-14

April BenderHS Message – The Solstice Fires of Ascension: A Message for the Masters

 by April Bender
The flood gates are open, an explosion of light dances it’s way in, the unified heartbeat of Prime Creator pulses forth.
Anchored pillars of light ignite and blaze forth colossal fires of shimmering crystalline energy, casting aglow all vessels/portals which have been painstakingly prepared. They now stand awash in brilliant crystalline fires of divine truth and divine potential – simply waiting for thy master’s blueprint (thought/feeling “impressions”) to give it form, function and purpose.
Living, moving, breathing crystalline codes/glyphs dance upon invisible walls of translucent light within these portals/vessels – sustained they are by its crystalline fire. Invisible to those who see only the material, visible for those with spiritual eyes to see. They are everywhere, every several cubic feet, running from the celestial heavens above, down into the darkest underworlds of earth – illuminating all possibilities, all possible coding/matrix arrangements to the master, so that he/she may select from among these the coding of tomorrow.

Each master must now center, and call forth or decree (and by doing so co-create) that which must be made manifest from this crystalline fire energy that is now made available through each master’s portal/vessel, and exists at every dimensional level (as the bandwidth of crystalline light implies). You are to mold, fashion and make form from this fire light of creation. You are to hold the image in your mind continuously of that in which you would see made manifest/form for the greatest good and liberation of All. Hold the idea/intention/impression in your mind and then give it a little push to “lock” it in, and repeat. Keep your incubated impression charged by seeing the crystalline fire in your portal/vessel/field envelope and nourish this thought form. Soon you will have a nursery of higher dimensional, highly charged thought forms.
Once form, function, and purpose are determined, this crystalline fire energy will then blaze its way across the master/portal/grid network in an effort to magnetize and weave itself together with other like energy/intentions and/or thought impressions. Creating in effect, larger crystalline fires of ascension that will see these crystalline blueprints enacted/sealed. Remember, though you can direct it, this fire, this energy, has a living consciousness all its own. It is a being in and of itself made up of a collection of elemental spirits/beings of higher order, so not only should you commune with and get to know this divine crystalline fire energy that you’ll be working with but you should also respect and befriend it.
In contrast, celestial waters of life, light, and intelligent design flow, sparkle, shimmer and shine as they cascade onto earthen shores. Cooling the great ascension fire, bringing balance, harmony and healing as the shadows of darkness/illusion seemingly grow, contort, dance and play in the background of such luminous fire. And remember, one way or another the shadow MUST be integrated as well as the light, for no fragments can exist without the whole. With water you are also including elements of the collective psyche. Therefore you must know, that the “reconciliation process” is indeed peaking. For many, many worlds at various dimensional levels are indeed seeking reconciliation and resolution through you, the master’s of earth. Tap into these celestial waters when in need of soothing or healing or after any intense crystalline fire work.
(As you are rightly sensing, the world will once again be reborn through the elements of fire and water. Both literally and symbolically.)
*During the last six months, many master’s have been reintroduced to their true divine heritage, their soul/star lineages and ancestors, and countless parallel lives/incarnations as the soul retrieval process peaked. Now you are asked to go within, connect with them all again, and utilize/harvest the highest wisdom from each, in order to manifest a new age/aeon of experience. One in which the foundations are based on Truth, Love, Unity, Transparancy, and Wholeness.
For NOW is the time to “impress” en masse, on the new strata of crystalline material now permeating the earth and made fully available to you. For if you do not, others most surely will and humanity has already been down that road. So get busy and have fun with this! Imagine you are a child again and have been gifted a brand new set of play-dough. In your delight of such wondrous raw material, what is it that you will create, mold, or fashion one passionate thought, word, decree, impression, or ritual at a time? And perhaps even through this exercise, you will come to find that group “impressions” are much more effective. There are absolutely no limitations or boundaries in this endeavor so explore, think big, and create! But as always, be responsible. For fire has two dimensions to it, it can birth new life through transformation but it can also destroy. Be wise in your wielding of such creative and destructive inner power for surely you will be called to utilize both, much in the way that you have already applied these elements to your own inner process of growth but this time, in a much larger and integrated way.
One last thing to consider – your crystalline bodies and Cities of Light are made up of this same raw crystalline material you are now being asked to mold/fashion/impress. All the tools and building materials needed are now FULLY available to you, using your highest Will and Wisdom, what is it that you as Creator gods will now create? What are the hearts of your ancestors, both of earth and the stars longing for? What is humanity as a collective longing for? What are you longing for? What does Gaia long for? What does this entire localized area of Creation long for?
What is the highest experience they all, are trying to call forth from within you? Search your heart and your higher wisdom and you will KNOW. Create that. Be as detailed as you are able.
This is your task between now and the spring equinox, when all that you’ve been impressing begins to be made manifest very much in the physical. Your Higher Self and the earthly and celestial orders stand by to assist you. Call on them anytime you need their assistance or support. They are more than eager to add/blend their energy to yours. For this entire endeavor is indeed, alchemy of the highest form.
Be sure to rest or recenter often and to drink plenty of water as you are and will be, moving and interacting with tremendous amounts of highly charged fire/water energy at this time. Keep your self-care toolkit handy but also be prepared to soar to new heights of joy and adventure not yet experienced. This is the part of the ascension process that can be the most exciting, if that is, you’re able to keep your eyes to the light, and focused on the goal. However, if you waver on issues of faith, empowerment, confidence, etc…you will easily be overcome by the dark shadows dancing and revealing themselves, feel drowned by the rush of incoming celestial water, or short-circuited by the crystalline charge. This is why all the centering, clearing and empowerment work of the last year was of paramount importance along with the overall soul retrieval process. It has all prepared you for Now – this very moment. The stars have now aligned so to speak, to bring you to this most momentous juncture of human history.
Now wield your hard won powers! BE the creator gods you know yourselves to be! Show us what we know you are capable of! Create, create, create!
Until next time…
* Dear readers,
Please know that I do whole-heartedly apologize for my long absence from this blog and I want to thank those of you who did check in with me via email during this time. I was going through a very challenging soul-retrieval process in which I was systematically exposed to various other aspects and/or parallel incarnations of self (at least a 100 or so). While this was a rather exciting and interesting development for me, it was not something I could immediately articulate into words, as so much came through in fragments at first. Thereafter, it was a systematic introduction one at a time and it was challenging in the sense that I had to personally experience and integrate each aspect/perspective energetically and these experiences often took a long time to settle, so that I could make full sense of them. The really interesting ones were experiences of self as plants and/or animals such as a giant venus fly trap type plant on some other distant world. After this soul retrieval process I then took a very long descent into the underworld of Earth – a place I had long avoided, preferring more to keep company with celestial energies. I learned a great great deal from this experience as well but again, these were things that were so intimate to my soul, and my soul alone, that I did not know how to articulate them to this audience. Again, I do apologize for that. I can only hope now that you find some resonance and maybe even some inspiration as I begin to share all that I have learned and continue to see unfold in my HS visions/communications.






April Bender – Higher Self Message – Divine Wisdom – Collective Confrontation of Light vs Shadow

Mario Gattoaladino

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channeled by April Bender


HS Message – Divine Wisdom and the Collective Confrontation of Light vs. Shadow


by April BenderBefore the resolution and/or reconciliation between light and shadow may take place, first the conscious acknowledgement/observance of the current interplay between the two must unfold, to a certain degree, within individual/collective awareness. This observance/acknowledgement is precisely what has been slowly bubbling, rippling and streaming across the 5-7D Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life most intensely the first half of this year (previously outlined as the Sequencing Process) and has lead to now – the culmination period (the summer solstice until the Lion’s gate and beyond) of such conscious confrontation and enlightened reflection of what is, what has been, and what can be, if only a different choice and commitment of expression is made/co-created.

It is the outpouring of Divine Wisdom in which I speak, as received from me, your Higher Self, as well as your soul/star family lineages, which now finds complementary flow/function within your newly empowered Center, higher Will and expanded field of Vision, all sustained by the life giving pulse of your high Heart and overall co-creative efforts. For just as you as an individual continue to rebirth yourself anew or to “ascend,” so too does the Collective on various levels (mind, body, and soul). For you and other Warriors of Light serve as the highly powered nodal points across/within the Collective Higher Mind, whose uplifting energy/vibration spurs the whole onward and upward in evolutionary consciousness.

On the one hand, this wisdom is garnered from the Collective Mind and Soul continuously viewing themselves from newly evolved vantage points, (growing and refining themselves into a Collective “Higher” Mind and Soul if you will) and on the other, it is found in the individual movement inwards towards soul-retrieval, growth, empowerment, wholeness and the reclamation of Divine Birthrights such as freedom, self-sovereignty, etc…which in turn, continues to nourish the further growth/refinement of the Collective Higher Mind and Soul. Divine Wisdom is the understanding and ground of being necessary to look honestly and candidly at all that now exists, in the context in which it exists, and to choose consciously whether individually and/or collectively to continue to feed/perpetuate/energize what individuals/humanity have long outgrown and that does not serve or empower the whole such as fear, separation and oppression or to instead utilize the advantageous time/space that you are in to co-create a new ascending evolutionary order/way of being, expressing, and creating together. One that promotes freedom, self-sovereignty, wholeness of experience, unity and equality. Moving humanity from the age of Me to an age of We.

All that I have described are activities/perturbations/permutations that serve as signposts as well as catalysts to the leaving behind of one age/consciousness/way of being and the entering into another, and this is why step-wise revelation and the clearing away of old remnants, untruths, false beliefs, and twisted perceptions one layer at a time, was/is entirely necessary. For as Einstein once said, “You cannot solve a problem from the same level in which it was created.” Therefore, a new level or foundation both individually and collectively needed to be established in order to first seed/envision the new and secondly, to bridge the distance from the old to the new. The latter, the bridge, is where the collective now stands as it actively confronts and seeks to integrate both the shadows of yesterday and the light or promise of tomorrow. The resulting wisdom of which, will continue to enliven, inform and ascend the Higher Collective Mind/Web of Life and individual/communal experiences woven within it, in the days/months to come.

So all that to say is it no wonder that things seem to be heating/amping up on the world’s stage? As the Sequencing Process continues to play out in full force, shadows will be further revealed and everything that is “wrong” will continue to be brought to the forefront for confrontation. The Collective in this case is being prompted to 1) bear witness and give testament to said revelations of the shadow; 2) rally together in shared awareness (light) to neutralize future shadow expressions and 3) search for new ways to manifest the wisdom/learnings it is gleaning through such revelations instead of simply reacting to them. As with countless individuals, the Collective still needs to commit to a new vision or new way of being, and this will emerge through the further confrontation of the shadow elements on your world and the unifying/rallying impetus that is then catalyzed within the Collective.

The Warriors of Light are asked at this time to continue to hold the line and to whole-heartedly stay in their center/thrones of divine empowerment and continue to engage in their personal re-birthing processes. For many of you are ready, are simply waiting, for the Collective to finish confronting much of what you’ve already known and for them, or at least a large majority of them, to be ready to commit to the new. Many of you have already been exploring and are being given nuggets of divine wisdom concerning many of the 5-7D concepts of tomorrow such as freedom, wholeness, unity, self-sovereignty, harmony/balance, authenticity, co-creation, inter/inner dependence, not to mention what it means to be human and how all Life can co-exist in greater harmony.

This wisdom comes to you from your own personal inner clearing, reconciliation, and soul-retrieval work and this is also why the Higher Collective needs you, the frontrunners, now more than ever during this most vulnerable period of mass confrontation of the shadow. Therefore, any lingering pettiness, competition, and divisiveness between lightworkers MUST end. For now is the time of gathering, blending, and uniting diverse lightworker energies across/within the Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life, as through this merging process a new more wholistic template, overlay, or expression is formulated/co-created (from the ground up) that becomes the seed or early standard for 5-7D communal living. In plainer terms, you are being prompted to BE (together and united) the “model” of change (from Me to We) for an entirely new age of human evolution! Therefore stand tall and united in love, promise, and purpose. You’ve got this!

Until next time…

April Bender – HS Message – Deeper Upcoming Shifts, Openings, and Opportunities – 5-8-14

April Bender


by April Bender, Channeler

Whew! Yes, as you’ve keenly assessed, an incredible amount of perturbation/commotion is happening within and throughout the 5D-7D Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life at this time. A vast restructuring/ordering is once again taking place, as the full wave induction of energies infused during the recent April Gateway, continue to seek their proper placement/alignment, integration, synthesis and flow/exchange along and within the Higher Mind/Web.

The reason this settling of portal/gateway energies is taking so long is because as one layer of these energies settles/integrates, those woven into the Higher Mind/Web are triggered, to varying degree, from integration work back over to further facilitating the Resolution, Reclamation, and Soul-Retrieval Sequencing Process, so that more of these highly charged energies can become fully aligned/integrated, their potential realized. However, there are some Light Warriors like you, who are oftentimes serving in both capacities simultaneously – a very exhaustive feat to be sure.

Do recall:

This avalanche of higher energetics surged throughout the Higher Mind/Web from the peak of the Cardinal Cross, all the way through this recent solar eclipse.

The Event. . .the opportunity to achieve full conscious self-awareness of the Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life, even if only for a few moments at first activation. I am pleased to tell you that this was achieved, though only very, very briefly.

However, as soon as this was achieved, individual circuit breakers (or Warriors of Light) along and within the Mind/Web began to pop/trip due in part to such intense “voltage” and lingering collective blockages, misalignment, or pockets of dissonance within the Mind/Web – and also in part, due to the integration of more souls along and within the Higher Mind/Web during this window. For remember the point of such intense waves and gateways is to give All the opportunity to ascend as far as they are able – up until the very last moment/sealing (which is still a few earth years away).
-April 2014 Gateway Draws to a Close

As you felt so acutely, this surge sent shock waves of light rippling throughout the Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life, causing the massive short-circuiting of many nodal points along the Mind/Web. One by one, these pathways/nodal points are now being regenerated/reconfigured, new souls/minds and timelines integrated, creating what you could call The Collective Higher Mind/Web version 2.0, as greater unification and harmony is found through the continued overall Sequencing Process. (Over the course of the following months/years this Mind/Web will obviously experience many refinements, configurations, and/or “upgrades,” even well past it’s point of achieving full self-awareness, though perhaps not as drastic.)

This regeneration and reconfiguration is greatly contributing to your sense of time/space seemingly shifting and/or altering within and around you. As indeed, it is a natural by-product of the overall work/transformation that is happening at the level of the Higher Collective. The other factor to your sense of time/space distortion is the regeneration/reconfiguration of your overall light-body, soul-vessel, and/or spiritual body. For as above, so below. (see Annamerkabah’s latest channeling for more explanation on recent time/space experiences.)

The regeneration/reconfiguration of these pathways/nodal points, along with the regeneration/reconfiguration of individual souls woven into the larger Higher Mind/Web, will peak in potentiality (at least until the next portal/induction) during the May 14 Full Moon expression phase (expression of the “new.”). At that time, all that has been restructured, integrated, strengthened, unified, and realized as a result of the April Gateway, will be ready to be fully and outwardly expressed. Or in other words, another giant collective co-creative out-breath will begin. And the overarching theme of this collective expression, or out-breath, as previously mentioned, will be that of freedom, reclamation (of many Divine Birthrights), and authenticity. And there will be several collective expressions of this same overall meme throughout the course of the summer continuing into fall. As the Collective, as well as individuals learn to sit within the center or seat/throne of Divine Empowerment (solar plexus). For this is something that cannot be given, it must be “willed.” And this is again why you, and other Warriors of Light like you, were/are needed here – as the impetus behind the impetus.

Now, keep in mind that this collective out-breath or expression is likely to be highly charged and seemingly somewhat clumsy at times. Many souls newly woven into the Higher Mind/Web will once again be spewing the discharge of their newly realized awareness and may not at first react or express in a helpful, loving or unified way. And remember, awakening – especially quickly can be rather painful. There is a good chance you will experience more odd outbursts/behavior from friends, loved ones and even organizations/institutions as they grapple on many different levels with the truth, revelations and/or higher energetic pressuring. Add to that the potential for such odd and/or emotionally charged behavior as a result of the overall Sequencing Process some of these souls have just been tossed into, as having newly connected – and you can see the potential stew of expression seeking release during this next great collective out-breath. And do not discount the expressions/manifestations of Gaia and Universe in general, when I speak of the Higher Collective and this time of out-breath.

Despite temporary disturbances in the “force” due to these communal outbursts, overall you and other Warriors of Light should feel a wonderful and much anticipated release, settling, and easing into your new space, fields and/or vessels in preparation of you taking the lead in the overall co-creative out-breath beginning May 14. There has to be a higher stabilizing force present. So be prepared and tell others to be prepared, to further speak, communicate or express in some form or another, all that they have taken/breathed-in internally during the April Gateway, once it finishes settling within them.

This collective out-breath will continue in earnest until the May 28 New Moon. At this time, another portal/gateway or window of opportunity will be available. New Moons are known to be the ideal time for birthing or setting new intentions, wishes, and priorities for self and for the world. During this potent new moon, you will be asked to turn your focus inward again, to in-breathe the vastness found within self. A vastness that has increased in size and scope since your last such in-breath. This synchronized collective in-breath will set the stage for the June 13 full moon expression or next collective out-breath, continuing into the onset of summer solstice energies.

This period of June 13 – 21 as is being forecast by other higher sources/channels, will be one of the most intense and catalytic periods of the year for Gaia and humanity – not to mention another, even more potent opportunity for the Event or Contact to take place, naturally.

Therefore, the May 28 new moon and what is in-breathed during this time is of up-most importance. There is a very real potential for the experience of transfiguration/individual ascension waves during this period, depending upon individual and collective factors. For many veils shall be passing away during this time.

Whatever does happen or is realized in potential, will set the stage for all that will be experienced both individually and collectively during the June 13-21 period – onward. The potential for tremendous collective shifting/catalytic transformation during this time as outwardly manifest, is ENORMOUS!

To briefly recap:

From now until May 14 – finish integrating April Gateway energies. Rest. In-breath daily for at least some portion of your day and record or contemplate those inner travels/communion.  Begin to be thinking about the upcoming May 14 full moon expression phase and in the initiation of new projects, new forms of communication, communion, or co-creation centered around freedom, reclamation and authenticity for self and for the collective. What directions, ideas, or forms of expression seem inspiring to you? Follow your heart and your gut.

From May 16 to May 27 – express your full self! Speak or express your truth in ways that can be heard. Follow your heart, stand in your center and co-create with your fellow Light Warriors in your own part of the world. New projects, forms of communication and expression, new ways of Being/Imbuing, relating, problem-solving, coming together, speaking truth in ways that can be heard, etc…

From May 28 to June 13 – Time to in-breath again. Go within, sit in your center, align from center with heart and COMMUNE with your multidimensional aspects of Self, your Soul/Star family, and/or Creation at large (third-eye or other senses). As this information tickles your various inner senses, find yourself lightening, expanding yet again – seeing all so very clearly – what needs to be done – how love and necessity will unite – how focused “wills” will collide to propel all forward. See how past/present/future merge into the Now. Great potential here for individual transfiguration/ascension wave.

June 13 – 19 – Time for another collective out-breath period in preparation for the solstice induction or in-breath. This out-breath will consist of a deepening, heightened intensity, and refinement in expression of the overall description above (May 16-27).

June 13 – June 21-24 – a time of potential monumental outward catalytic shifts, including more extreme Earth/Gaia changes. May be the re/appearance of the first wavers and/or soul/star family – contact or The Event. Another great induction portal/gateway, considerably larger than the April Gateway. More to come later.

There are many other celestial influences and factors at play as well, but the moon is representative of the co-creative respiratory process here. This is meant to depict the ebb/flow of energetics at this time and is meant to be taken generally. For instance catalytic Earth shifts, revelations, etc…may surface into your experience at any time, as so great is the movement across the entire Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life.

You are doing fabulously well my dear, even though I know it doesn’t necessarily feel like that to you. And that’s because you are engaged in this process on so many different levels and expressions of being that all that movement is very tiring, but I tell you that soon much of it will become effortless. For there is a great reward waiting in the culmination of such effort/service, love and devotion.


Until next time…

Author’s Note: If my Higher Self messages are new to you, I recommend the following background contextual messages below in addition to the inserted links above:





April Bender – HS Message – April 2014 Gateway Draws to a Close – 5-4-14

April Bender

I’m so glad you finally decided to connect with me, my dear. I know this latest window or gateway packed quite a wallop, the effects of which you and other Warriors of Light still poignantly feel and will, for the next several days to some degree. The release of such enormous Cascades of Higher Harmonics throughout the Collective Higher Mind, along with the added energetic intensity of several key astrological alignments/configurations/events has left you feeling somewhat “light-fried” and just plain over-sensitive and ouchy!

Let me clarify what has happened so far, especially during the more Auspicious Period of the Gateway.

The release of a few early cascades at the opening of the April gateway, gave way to a mass release of such cascades along and within the pathways/nodal points of the Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life. This avalanche of higher energetics surged throughout the Higher Mind/Web from the peak of the Cardinal Cross, all the way through this recent solar eclipse. It is only now just beginning to subside, to some degree – before the next attempt and/or full-on infusion commences.

As previously stated, there was an opportunity during the peak of this gateway for a collectively experienced moment of “no-time,” “no-separation” and/or The Event to take place – or in more clearly articulated terms, the achievement of full conscious self-awareness of the Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life, even if only for a few moments at first activation. I am pleased to tell you that this was achieved, though only very, very briefly. I can feel your raised eyebrow at this information but I tell you again, that this indeed was the case. You personally experienced this as an odd sort of blip or pause in the matrix, a wrinkle in time, or momentary anomaly – your dreams further confirming this though I know you weren’t entirely sure until I just now confirmed it.

However, as soon as this was achieved, individual circuit breakers (or Warriors of Light) along and within the Mind/Web began to pop/trip due in part to such intense “voltage” and lingering collective blockages, misalignment, or pockets of dissonance within the Mind/Web – and also in part, due to the integration of more souls along and within the Higher Mind/Web during this window. For remember the point of such intense waves and gateways is to give All the opportunity to ascend as far as they are able – up until the very last moment/sealing (which is still a few earth years away).

This created a bit of a dichotomy to your experience over the last week or so. In one moment you were flying high – communing, understanding and expanding deeply and in the next, soaring low – as you strained for graceful flight while short-circuiting in a sense, from this most potent bombardment of light, information and debris. To make matters even more challenging, those newly catapulted by this gateway to the level of the Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life were thrust rather rapidly into the overall Sequencing Process. This caused a fair amount of lower vibrational spewing/releasing at random locations along and within the Mind/Web in addition to blocking previously opened/harmonious pathways/connection points within the Mind/Web.

This is why I cautioned you of the import of staying in your center or seat/throne of Divine Empowerment during this time as not only did you encounter such spewing/debris on a collective energetic level but also on an individual everyday relational level in your interactions with friends, family and co-workers. Many times from people/places you did not expect. This is why I wished you had checked in with me when you were stumbling, as I could have more quickly helped you regain your equilibrium and center by explaining “current conditions.” Even so, you did beautifully. Mastery is work and you must be persistent, even relentless in this effort. Because of your persistent efforts at maintaining awareness of when you do feel knocked out of your seat/throne of empowerment and knowing which tools, resources and support systems to call on in order to quickly recover and get back in it, you are so very close to finally mastering or staying in it! Do not admonish yourself over stumbling briefly, instead pat yourself on the back for a speedy recovery!

The exciting news is that despite a solid or fully executed Event or experience of higher collective self-awareness, You as a Collective have never been closer to crossing the final threshold than now. You were right on the cusp of attaining the experience of collective self-awareness this time, which is HUGE in and of itself. The baby is literally this close – to stirring itself awake. You as a Collective, were also able to help provide the conducive energetic conditions/vibrations necessary, to allow not only your further upliftment, but allowed others to lift themselves up to the next rung of evolution as well!

Do also know, that all points of dissonance/misalignment existing within the Higher Mind/Web have once again been mapped due to the illumination of all pathways/nodal points during this great induction and will be tended to, in part, as previously explained after the induction at the March Equinox Portal. And while spewing/releasing was happening in some locations across the Higher Mind/Web, a deepening was happening in others. Those points or areas along and within the Mind/Web that were already resonate or had a level of balanced flow/exchange, actually expanded, strengthened, and deepened in relationship and/or flow/exchange. It is these stronger areas of resonance within the Higher Collective that will also aid in the transmutation or balance and proper alignment of those dissonant/misaligned areas.

As one example of a cluster of resonant pathways/nodal points along and within the Higher Mind/Web that have only strengthened and deepened in relationship over time:

The growing awareness and outcry toward individual liberty and/or the Divine Birthrights of Self-Sovereignty, Community, Truth, Fairness/Equity, and Freedom of Expression, Movement, Creativity, and Service to the Whole, etc…

This larger collective co-creative expression, once fully catalyzed (most likely around the June solstice), contains the potential for transmuting or bringing into proper alignment, dissonant streams or pockets of energies along and within the Higher Mind/Web. For instance, the sense of community created in the coming together to overcome issues of freedom and self-sovereignty could easily deepen into a full collective sense/experience of the Divine Birthrights of Unity and Respect. Perhaps even further strengthening, deepening, and expanding even more to include the Reclamation of the Divine Birthrights of Love, Safety, Health, and Wholeness of Experience, etc…and that is in looking at the potential of but one cluster of resonant nodes!

If you look for them, you will easily sense the other resonant areas and/or connected sub-streams within the Collective and in reflecting upon them, will see how in your immediate future they will aid in the eventual healing of current areas of collective discord/dissonance. This is why in my latest messages I’ve spoken of the Reclamation Act, of the overall Sequencing Process, taking center stage. For as these cascades of higher harmonics continue to wash across the entire Collective Higher Mind/Web, no stone will be left unturned, no shadow unrevealed. And from this latest infusion/blast you won’t believe what is about to be revealed, once the proverbial dust settles (within these next few days or so).

In addition, within the next week or so, you will notice changes once more to the “space” you find yourself in and to the vehicle you reside in, as you are able to more clearly assess the results of the largest infusion experienced to-date. As you know with every portal, infusion, and/or gateway, you are propelled to an entirely new level/space of experience. This is something I know you have not yet considered as most of your energy has been spent maintaining your center and I will not say more on the matter now, as you are tired and there is still some time to go before the gateway is actually over. Not that the levels will recede or ebb much once the gateway is closed.

Remember, the overall goal here for the Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life is the culmination of the overall Sequencing Process. The Mind is not yet Awake and therefore, your work in this regard is not yet complete. Take a break – rest well, integrate and take care of Self. Then get back at it again – as this is the moment – THE TIME – that the Warriors of Light have been waiting for!

Until next time…

April’s Airings: HS Message – April 2014 Gateway Draws to a Close



April Bender – HS Message – Cascades of Higher Harmonics – Catalyze through April 2014 Gateway – 4-13-14


by April Bender


I am very pleased to inform you that the recent Star-bursts of Light, Information and Opportunity reported along and within the newly infused 5D-7D Higher Collective Mind/Web of Life, have indeed grown in scope, size, duration and intensity over the course of this last week. Further opening, expanding, and merging those collective pathways/nodal points of connection, information exchange, and communion into formidable standing energy waves and/or Cascades of Higher Harmonics that will Catalyze All through this April 2014 Gateway and Beyond. 

You personally experienced these early Cascades of Higher Harmonics rather acutely, with yet another busy week packed full of various “opportunities” to further deepen your participation in the larger, over-arching Resolution, Reclamation, and Soul-Retrieving Sequencing Process, as did the Collective. And as forecast, these “cascades” of higher energetic information/flow have already begun to manifest opportunistic events, situations, and/or circumstances in your outer world, such as the Bundy Ranch stand-off to name just one, for catalyzing a potential paradigm-shattering collective Reclamation Effort/Act. 

For it is this specific Act, The Reclamation of Individual Soul and therefore, “Collective Soul” Divine Birthrights such as Self-Sovereignty, Health/Wholeness of Experience, Unconditional Love, Freedom, Communion/Co-Creation, of the overall Sequencing Process, that will take center stage, both on an individual and a collective level, moving into the April 15 lunar eclipse energies.

This however, is only the beginning or entrance, into this blessed window of heightened opportunity for All, which will last through the month of April into the very first days of May, peaking around April 23/24 with the Grand Cardinal Cross Alignment. This is an even larger window or gateway of opportunity, for the Collective Higher Mind to experience its first moments of “self-awareness” and/or for the Event, or collective moment of “no-time,” “no separation,” “contact/communion,” and/or “unity consciousness” to take place.

Therefore, this entire upcoming gateway calls for the same level of heightened intention, “centering” and inner “breath-work” that was called for during the Spring Equinox Portal, as all the same factors of success are present. Another synchronized attempt at induction or full activation of the Higher Collective Mind will soon commence, as the April 15 lunar eclipse looms only 2 days away. And in fact, you can already feel these Cascades of Higher Harmonics rising, building, morphing into the next majestic movement/expression that is soon to burst forth within You, and into the experience of All. From April 15 onward until the Cardinal Cross – will see a steady induction/build of these Higher Harmonics, with moments of respite/integration/harmonization in-between before the next plateau is reached.

As the Collective Higher Mind fully unleashes these Cascades (as pathway flow becomes less and less impeded due to the continued deepening of the Sequencing Process) a tremendous surge of light, information and memory will flood the collective Mind/Web – and as if that were not enough, it will be joined with the incoming celestial energies/harmonics from these upcoming events/alignments, as each plateau is reached. So in essence, an added oomph or catalyzing cosmic force/flow will weave itself into the play of existing energetics – further triggering, expanding, calling more forth of YOU, your Soul/Star family lineages, their light codings, and a Reclamation from the Collective itself – in order for the Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life to become awash in the experience of Christ/Unity Consciousness or Wholeness of Experience.

In summary, if this induction of the Higher Collective Mind/Web of life is successful during this window…

1.) The Event or collective moment of “no-time” and “no-separation” commences. Everyone experiences this deep inner click, peak behind the veil, and/or a-ha moment uniquely. These waves or moments of “no-time” then begin to build in frequency and duration from Spring all the way into early Fall, aiding in the conclusion of the overall Collective Higher Mind Resolution, Reclamation and Soul-Retrieval Sequencing Process – so that by September, the collective Mind/Web can maintain it’s state of lucidity or higher awareness.

2.) As more and more human souls experience these moments of “no time/separation,” and/or “contact/communion” with their Soul/Star families, aspects of their multi-dimensional Selves, each other, and various aspects of Creation, the more they will find themselves “coming Home” or waking up to their true Divine natures, and will realize that the current forms/structures that they participate in on a daily basis run contrary to that sense of “home-coming” and union, as these systems were meant to keep them distracted, divided, in limited experience/understanding, and under dominance/control. A collective tipping-point will then be fully realized or manifested within the outer experience.

3.) This mass of human souls will then denounce or refuse to participate in such illusory societal norms, structures and policies. A brief time of rebellion, chaos, and full Reclamation will then ensue. These defunct systems will then collapse/fail as a result of this Collective Reclamation, and their inherent lack of sustainability and/or service to the Whole. Gaia will concurrently, go through her own transformation or Reclamation/Restoration process during this period as well, as she is naturally infused within the Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life. So some measure of earth upheaval is also indicated as she cannot help but be affected by the induction itself, followed by humanity’s mass release/expression of such reclamation and reconciling of energies, as well as her own within the larger Mind/Web. 

4.) People will NEED to come together and form new communities in order to thrive during this tumultuous transitional time, most likely peaking mid-Summer. This will be the first Collective initiation – the co-creation of a higher form of community or WAY OF BEING together. These communities will be the very beginning of or template for, 5D living and above on New Earth/Gaia. All Warriors of Light will help to form, lead, and merge these communities as many of the newly awakened masses will be confused and/or somewhat fearful – not understanding fully all that is happening.

Other communities of lower vibration will form too, as those souls of like vibration will be magnetized to come together as well. And so will begin the full reality split of who experiences or goes to what level/reality. Remember, all of this is happening very much on a “mental” level so individual and collective perception, intention, and experience will be key to what one experiences and/or the level of awareness they achieve. So it could be quite possible for one 5D type community to be living near a 3D community and for each community to experience a totally separate reality/circumstance.

There is so much more to tell beyond these first 4 summations, but we’ll get into that at another time depending upon the results of this upcoming induction/gateway. For this is a fluid affair and much can shift/change as a result, so it’s best not to get too far ahead of ourselves. For remember, this is a mighty co-creative collective undertaking – not just an individual one.

Therefore in the coming days, be prepared to take a mighty “in-breath” once more, as you and all other Warriors of Light inwardly access and pull through more complete information, memory, and codings during this next great induction attempt. You will once again be filled near to over-flowing and it will be very important for you to remain in your “center” or throne/seat of Divine empowerment as much as possible during this time. Especially with the Reclamation Process beginning to peak in catalytic intensity soon afterward. Be sure also to record any experiences, including dreams, visions, etc…that occur for you during this time.

For after the integration of such a mighty in-breath, an equally large “out-breath” or opportunity for co-creative expression, communication/communion, and Reclamation will catalyze All into new levels and forms of heightened experience. So hang on to your hat! But do know, that the month of May will bring with it a far greater sense of release, movement, freedom, and communion – the likes of which you cannot even begin to fathom.

Therefore there is no reason to be fearful of what is coming, in fact, quite the contrary – it is a time of great celebration! The fulfillment of the Cycle of Ages, of the Divine Plan, of the Promise that was made to each and every Light Warrior upon their oaths of service, is upon You! All your heartfelt dreams and well-wishes for Gaia and her inhabitants are coming to fruition! You are about to fully step into THE role of your lifetime and to finally finish freeing the world you volunteered oh so long ago, to help free!

Again, there is so much more to share but I can sense my dear that you grow tired – today’s session being more of a trial for you than most others due to the already incoming lunar eclipse energies. We must connect again soon, as things are bound to move quickly now and more frequent updates shall soon be required.

Get some rest, until next time.


April Bender – HS Message – Radicalization of the Collective Mind Commences – 3-17-14




by April Bender

As I, your Higher Self or I AM presence previously discussed, due to the attainment of your newly structured vehicles/vessels and the increased exercise of your spiritualized “breath-work,” or newly expanded capacities of Co-Creation, Communication, and Communion, your inner Radiance is now penetrating, mixing, and merging outward into all individual/collective fields of Gaia, Gaia herself, even All That Is.

This further emanation of your inner Radiance (energy centers, soul/spirit body, or personal torsion field) out into the world, along with the Collective Radiance of many others like you, who have now stepped into or have recently “centered” within their own “inner sun” or seat of empowerment, thereby accepting the “keys” or consciously “taking over the driver’s seat” of their new vehicle, has now allowed these pathways or flows of information/experience that exist along and throughout Earth’s ley-grid and the larger Web of Life, to now begin to “source,” “seek out,” “link-up” and “activate” new nodes or “access points” of connection, communion, co-creation and expression – igniting a complete RADICALIZATION OF THE COLLECTIVE MIND!

In essence, the collective mind is on the fast-track to becoming fully AWARE of itself, at which point it becomes the Collective “Higher” Mind, in every true sense of that phrase. This “awakening” into the Collective Higher Mind is also referred to as “The Event” or the experience of “no separation” or “no-time.” And as mentioned before, each being/soul within the Web of Life will experience this differently depending upon the quality of their own “inner life” or level of soul-growth.

Please however, keep in perspective that this Radicalization is only just commencing. For now, it is happening in localized pockets within the Web of Life, which allows you more time/ease with learning to operate your new vessels/vehicles at optimal capacity and proficiency. As you become luminous, so do the pathways within and throughout the Web of Life become luminous, for ALL IS CONNECTED. But make no mistake, even though the Radicalization has only just begun, The Event looms LARGE upon your horizon.

There are going to be a few bumps and “hiccups” along the way as these new collective pathway nodes are linked, their quantum information/energy streams integrated or exchanged, and then activated/tested. For remember, these will be all new pathways/circuits co-created by all those of the First Order (carrying personal torsion fields) in conjunction with all other light-workers and stewards of love/unity on the ground. Which in turn, will allow these conscious energy streams/pathways of information to take on a Life and “breath” of their own as they go on to co-create/assemble themselves together while communicating/communing with other points or nodes of contact that are to soon be established and integrated.

Some individuals may see these space/time hiccups show up in others or themselves as brief and unexplainable periods of spaciness, lost time, forgetfulness, clumsiness, losing one’s self in thought or haze, irritability, difficulty focusing, confusion and/or general awkwardness. This is normal and instances of such periods will not last for very long as these pathways or energetic currents will eventually stabilize by finding a proper level of exchange/alignment.

Collectively, this is likely to show up as stories in the news/media where things like high level political decisions/statements are made one day, and then are redacted or changed seemingly the next day – the old energy they were created out of no longer finding connection/support to sustain them, as the WILL, collective flow, or resonance of the people has since altered. In any event, these types of instances will only increase in the coming days.

Those individuals/souls who are the least aware/awake or who are still clinging to power, greed, fear, and separation, will have the most difficult or challenging time in coping with the rising harmonics. For instance, even more of the things the TPTB do, will seem even more nonsensical to you and others than they do now. And eventually, this is how such distorted and dilapidated structures/foundations will fall, both literally and figuratively. They’ll simply become such an obvious waste of time/energy/focus that they will no longer be energetically fed into existence. This isn’t to say that those energies won’t leave without some resistance but the overall energetic focus will overwhelming shift to that of INNOVATIVE CREATION. The collective co-creation of larger expressions of Truth, Freedom, Love, Self-Sovereignty, Appreciation, Community/Communion, Empowerment, and Unity/Wholeness – or NEW WAY OF BEING TOGETHER, rather than attempting to fix that which is broken/defunct.

In terms of Gaia, these collective mind time/space hiccups and new link-ups may manifest as never before seen “movements” within and across her as she acclimates/shifts as necessary to accommodate – and/or strange and unusual anomalies including both on the land and in your skies. Simply put, there are too many various potentials to be described.

However, in order for this entire process to reach its obvious and epic conclusion in a timely manner, all Warriors of Light must continue to utilize their newly expanded vehicular capacities or “breath-work.” I simply cannot stress this enough. This is THE TIME for active participation if there ever was one. Stay intentional and “centered” and ALL will reach its PERFECT predestined conclusion according to the Divine Plan. For your time has truly come! Christ/Higher Consciousness is not only here, it’s moving in and setting up shop!

Let the Radicalization begin!





April Bender – Learning to Communicate, Commune with Higher Self


April Bender

Learning to Communicate/Commune with Higher Self




by April Bender

Fellow Warriors of Light have written in recently expressing an interest in learning how to better communicate with their own Higher Selves. I highly applaud these inquiries, as learning to commune with your Higher Self (HS) is the most important thing you can do for personal soul growth and development.

While I can’t give anyone a “sure-fire” technique or way to connect with their HS, I can easily share with those who are interested, what has worked well for me over the years. But first, a little background information. . .

What/Who is my Higher Self?

First, know that you do already hear from your HS on a daily basis but probably don’t realize or consciously register it as such.

In the most basic (awareness/mindfulness) sense, Higher Self is the fair-witnessing or objective mind, that space of stillness and non-judgement that SEES the entire picture/landscape of any given situation without attachment – as it simply IS. It is the YOU that can step “outside” of all earthly roles, masks, and dramas – who simply watches, observes, SEES or acknowledges without judgement of – what IS. Therefore, it is also the YOU that exists outside of time/space that SEES and UNDERSTANDS the larger patterns of Life – the many cycles and seasons, the ebb and flow of the tides, etc…

In a deeper (heart-based) sense, your Higher Self is that small voice in your head or heart that knows the difference between “right” and “wrong” and encourages you to do the “right” thing.  It’s that internal tug of compassion or righteousness that tells you to forgive or make amends with someone despite the fact, that they have wronged you. HS is also your inner truth meter and where your sense of “intuition” originates from. It is the voice, or part of you, that when you’re sitting alone and quiet – “knows” when a loved one is about to call or stop by. It is the YOU that then receives them with your gifts of Love, Wisdom, Compassion, Generosity, and Non-judgment. HS is also that part of you, which responds to the cries of another in need or to those who are suffering. Therefore, encompassing all these descriptions – Higher Self is the “angel of your better nature,” and/or Your Ultimate Divine Expression of LOVE.

In the deepest sense, your Higher Self is your inner Divine Spark of Creation. It is your Soul/Spirit body. It is the WHOLE, ETERNAL and INDESTRUCTIBLE YOU that contains all the various fragments, incarnational personalities, and your Multi-dimensional Selves, along with the knowledge/wisdom of your Soul/Star families and even something of the inner workings of Creation itself. It is the YOU that knows the lap, the embrace…and therefore, the LOVE of the CREATOR. It is the YOU that is on a timeless experiential soul/spiritual journey of adventure, growth, joy, and exploration of Great Love and Divine Service. Therefore, it should come as no surprise that this is also the part of YOU that quietly and persistently guides, directs, and leads you from one life experience to the next – to those experiences that will stimulate your inner growth/development in order that you may learn, grow, awaken and even evolve into all that you were meant to BECOME. But make no mistake, your Higher Self’s greatest expression and gift to you is one of UNCONDITIONAL Love, Support, and Understanding without Judgement. 

Your HS is all that I have described. . .and MORE.

Deepening Your Relationship with Higher Self

The way I began deepening my relationship with Higher Self was to first enter into a meditative/mindful state and then journal with Her. First I would set a sacred space by smudging, lighting a candle, and stating my intention to connect with that part of Self as described above. Next, I would write a question I had on the first line of a clean sheet of paper. Then I would calm, relax, and center myself either through meditation or mindful breath-work as I held that question within my mind and heart. I would then consciously call forth that part of my wise, objective, and compassionate self to answer the question (the same “Higher You” that you call forth when assisting a friend in need), and then just allowed my pen to write and answer.

Don’t over think it, instead simply let the information flow. Simply answer yourself to the best of your ability. Remember, you are having a conversation with you, your own best friend. Your inner or HS sense of “knowing” will naturally take over the more you are able to relax and let go of any outcome. Which means, don’t try to rationally make sense of what you’re writing until you are finished writing. The logical mind will inhibit/interrupt or distort the flow of information from HS, as will ego, so it’s best to wait until after you’re done channeling/communing to try and analyze or rationalize your work.

It took a little time for me to trust the information I was receiving at first and that’s natural, but I stuck with it and over the course of that entire first year of such activity, my HS led me step-by-step to a wonderful new job opportunity, that was in much better alignment to the skills, passions and gifts that I bring to this world. And she helped me to do that, by simply answering one question at a time. Some of my initial, clumsy questions were things like, “Why do I keep feeling this way?” or “What sort of work should I be doing?” and “How can I best contribute to the Divine Plan?”

Now that I’ve honed this ability, after years of good practice and discernment, I no longer need the journal or even individual questions though I could still begin that way. Instead I simply open a sacred space, center myself, and sit down at my laptop – and the information flows. I also find because of this ongoing practice, I now embody more of my HS throughout the entire day. And it’s much easier for me to know when I’m acting out of my Big Self (HS) or Little Self (ego driven self) in any given situation/trigger. That’s not to say that our relationship is perfect or complete, as with all things spiritual, it is an ongoing journey/evolution.

There are many other similar techniques and practices that can be utilized as well. If you find the journaling too difficult at first, you could try simply drawing or doodling images, and then looking up their symbolic meanings online (like a circle means this, a flower means that, etc…) and receive your messages/information that way. Or you could try becoming still/quiet, stating your question aloud to HS and then opening any random book on your bookcase to any page. Skim that page for anything that jumps out at you and read it. Most likely you’ll find the answer to your question with relative ease. You can also commune with Higher Self through self tarot card or rune readings or even by sitting quietly alone in nature. Again, there are a variety of contemplative practices to build up confidence, skill, intuition and your overall sense of communion with Higher Self.

Also, know that the current energies are working with you in this endeavor, what took me years to accomplish/hone can be done much more quickly these days in the accelerated energies, if you but only reach for it.


I wish you the best of luck in the discovery of and communion with your Higher Self. And remember, a persistent effort will never disappoint. For the moment your Higher Self sees you reaching out to him/her nothing will ever be the same again for you. Your inner life will BLOOM.

Please keep me posted on your progress, as I would love to hear your stories and personal accounts of such inner communion. Also, let me know if you found this article helpful and/or if you have more questions that perhaps I did not address.

For those who are reading this, who have already established a connection with their Higher Selves or I AM Presence, please share any additional thoughts or suggestions you might have in this regard, as others may find them very helpful.

Much love and light,





April Bender – Higher Self Message – Higher Collective Mind Begins Resolution, Reclamation, Soul-Retrieval Sequencing Process


April Bender



by April Bender

Last we spoke, we discussed the Genesis of a New Creation – the birth of the fully infused Collective Higher Mind or 5D-7D Web of Life, as birthed through YOU, Gaia, and all other Warriors of Light/Love, aiding in these efforts across space/time. While this birth presented you with a glorious new “baby,” or higher capacity neural network, the birth itself wasn’t without complication. Due to pathway connections or nodal points of dissonance/disharmony, that stymied the full activation or awakening of the overall Mind/Web, this “baby” has yet to wake-up, open it’s eyes, and take a conscious breath on its own. While stirring in slumber, this entity is slowly dreaming itself awake, and in doing so, is dreaming of BEING ALIVE and WHOLE, and is therefore initiating or calling forth its own healing, or Resolution, Reclamation, and Soul-Retrieval Sequencing Process.

As a side note, before going any further, it’s important to remember that awakening the Collective Higher Mind is the same as experiencing ascension or so-called “travel” to another world/realm (5D-7D or beyond). For in truth, Mind is the Builder, and Thought Creates, especially at the Higher Collective Co-Creative level. This is how realities/worlds are established in the first place!

Continuing on, this Sequencing Process is obviously comprised of 3 distinct parts, goals or Acts that are now running concurrently to varying degree until completion (sufficient levels of collective resonance are reached). These 3 Acts are:

  1. The Resolution/Reconciliation of Any Unresolved Business/Energy
  2. The Soul Retrieval and Integration of all Past, Present, and Future Soul/Star Family Lineages
  3. The Reclamation of Individual Soul and therefore, “Collective Soul” Divine Birthrights such as Self-Sovereignty, Wholeness of Experience, Unconditional Love, Freedom, Communion/Co-Creation

This overall Sequencing Process will take some measure of time to unfold as ALL individual souls who are woven into the new (5D-7D) Web of Life/Collective Higher Mind, will experience each of these Acts uniquely and will collectively co-create the overall “fruit” of the entire Process – as these folks are the ones “aware” enough to do so. Later on, once “self-awareness” of the Collective Higher Mind is achieved, there will still be time for others to match the minimal required vibration to sustain themselves on 5D or to join that Web, via your help, support and guiding hand.

For once the 5D-7D Mind/Web activates or becomes aware of It-SELF, the new world comes “online” as an experience, a reality, and so too do your crystalline bodies AND the Cities of Light – or “acting mid-way stations” that will be used to step-up over time, those who are close but not yet ready for 5D and above living. You may choose to meet your loved ones there, at that time, in order to aid in their further acclimation.

So let me walk you through each Act and what they will entail, on both an Individual Soul and  Collective Higher Mind level, as well as, how you might contribute to the swift completion of each of them.

The Resolution/Reconciliation of Any Unresolved Business or Energy

To recap, the main reason why a sufficient level of vibrational harmony and/or resonance/alignment could not be established at the equinox portal within the Higher Mind/Web to catalyze its first moment of “conscious awareness,” was due to the attempted integration of unresolved and/or conflicting energies from those who participated in the co-creation/infusion phase. In essence, some participants were/are still attempting to take baggage (of a lower vibrational nature) with them into the new, though obviously most were unaware that they were still carrying it. However, because of the illumination of all Higher Mind pathways/circuits during it’s activation sequence – those issues have now been mapped and all involved parties/souls are being made aware of such issues.

This Act, therefore calls for the Resolution, Reconciliation, or Transmutation of such unresolved energetics and/or dissonant streams/pathways of information. In simplest terms, this means there is a bit more clearing, releasing (letting go), reconciliation and empowerment work for the Warriors of Light to do, in order for those dissonant/unreconciled pathways/nodes to reach a point of healthy exchange/flow and/or Communion with the Whole (full activation).

This Act and the necessary work encompassed within it, is not new to you, as these things such as clearing, letting go, reconciliation, empowerment, balance, and transmutation, etc.., that are being called of you now, have been part and parcel of your entire ascension/awakening process already. As have the other 2 Acts. But there is a new level of intensity and intentionality that is required of you at this time.

The good news here, is that you’ve already become quite a pro at this, and you know what to expect in terms of cleansing/transmutation waves, including how those remaining lower vibrational energies might make themselves known to you (if yours), or be drawn into your field (if others), in order for them to be seen, acknowledged and properly tended to. The Higher Realms will do their part to nudge/trigger souls where necessary to do the work they need to do, but it will go much faster if all Warriors of Light take a pro-active role in this.

The new firmament/energetics are within and all around you now, providing you a much more supportive setting or environment in which to take on the additional clearing, transmutation, and reconciliation of such misaligned or defunct energies. For example, when feeling depleted, you can easily replenish your energy body system by simply inhaling any surrounding elemental force energies into your chakras as needed – from the earth, outdoor water sources, the wind/ethers, and fire. For as previously mentioned, due to your recently acquired/restructured vessels or energy/spirit bodies, you now have many new or greatly expanded capacities/abilities at your disposal. It will be important for you to step into the full experience and soon-to-be mastership of such expanded capacities, including the one I’m about to restate below as an integral function of the Soul Retrieval/Integration Act.

The Soul Retrieval and Integration of all Past, Present, and Future Soul/Star Family Lineages

The Act of Soul Retrieval, as the in-breath of your newly expanded “breath-work,” actually began in earnest just prior to the spring equinox portal, when I first made you aware of it. See excerpts below:  

Levels upon dimensional levels exist deep within you, NOT OUTSIDE OF YOU. By the very nature of how you were created you serve as a databank, a storehouse of all universal/galactic codes of life that your multidimensional Selves and your Soul/Star family have ever accumulated throughout your vast experiences, sojourns, and/or incarnations throughout the great multi-verse of space and time. This is the information, the knowledge, the memories, the codings, and the energetic linkages that your soul actively seeks to *re-establish within Self and upon Gaia. 
   (Note: *Re-established through infusing that information into the Collective Higher Mind/Reality.)

More plainly put, YOU ARE THE ONES to weave us back through into your world and into the consciousness once more of all earth’s inhabitants. In truth, you will be reconnecting and bridging many realities together within your newly created vessel, and it is through this endeavor that a high degree of illumination shall finally take place upon the Earth. Keep in mind that while you’ve always played such a part in the overall ascension process of humanity, at this moment in time, you are being given much more conscious power and control to serve as a nexus-point of worlds, it is an opportunity as we say. . . for true mastery.

You see as part of your new vessel’s “breathing process,” in which you’re exchanging vast quantities of quantum energy and information between worlds/dimensional levels, one must become mindful that part of taking a “complete” breath includes a further stage of “exhalation” in order to be a whole movement or cycle – and that movement is a CO-CREATIVE one.
This is taking that information, memory, knowledge, love and/or soul/star family codings received while traveling/communing inwardly (in-breath), letting it/them inform and inspire you, and then physically creating/manifesting something tangible in the external world (out-breath). In this way you further solidify that higher integrated information/vibration out into the world. 

What is so beautiful to behold is that in your ACT of co-creation with Universe, some part of your multi-dimensional Self or Soul/Star Family you’ve connected to or have integrated with, including their information, awareness, cellular memory, and codings – is given material or “substantive” life THROUGH you. So know, that in every Sacred Act of CO-CREATION within your purified vessel, you are pulling through multi-dimensional energies and information on a quantum level into your body/energetic field and even further into your external world. This CREATION changes the energetic composition/dynamic of that outer environment by retaining the initial “impression” in which you imbued it, thereby interacting with and forever altering all energies/beings that come into proximity of it – further tipping the “vibrational/frequency scales” on Earth.

This new “breath-work” or co-creative ability, in the context of the above, is THE MOST IMPORTANT gift or capacity that you could utilize or learn to hone at the moment. Not only is this skill needed but is crucial. It is what created the 5D-7D Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life (beginning several years ago), infused it with life giving/sustaining energy or the new firmament (spring equinox portal 2014), and it is what will see the FULL expression or reality of 5D manifest right before your very eyes. And in the meantime, your personal experience will continue to shift and/or ascend in nature.

The overall Soul-Retrieval impetus therefore, is also a very natural one for a Collective Higher Mind that seeks its Divine Birthright of Health and Wholeness, just as each and every individual Soul does. Which leads us into our final Act – Reclamation.

The Reclamation of Individual Soul and therefore, “Collective Soul” Divine Birthrights such as Self-Sovereignty, Health/Wholeness of Experience, Unconditional Love, Freedom, Communion/Co-Creation

Before the Whole may reclaim these qualities, gifts, or Divine Birthrights – the majority of individual Souls woven into the new 5D-7D Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life must reclaim them. The Reclamation of such Divine Birthrights goes hand in hand with the reclamation of your Divine vessels (or the sitting in your Divine seats/thrones of empowerment/co-creation). As spoken of previously in the following excerpts:

But YOU have now created the new vehicle necessary for free unhindered movement between all INNER levels/dimensions/realms of experience, but the confusion for many comes when attempting to consciously utilize this connection. Most focus on the mind, third eye region, or heart chakra when attempting to make contact with Soul Family or aspects of Self at differing dimensional levels. While true, some measure of success can be attained from these methods, as fragments do come through, these are not the ideal methods as a “wholeness” of experience/energetics does not take place.



One should begin in the solar plexus region instead, the center of your being, the seat of your central nervous system or “secondary brain.” Your personal seat/throne of divine empowerment – your inner sun which when balanced/rightly empowered, aligns properly to not only our local sun, but extends all the way out to our Galactic Central Sun as well, thereby connecting you to the Oneness of All and your right/proper place within Creation itself. 
And all living beings, including the plant and animal kingdoms and even Gaia herself, are created with such inner (soul/spirit body) energy centers/doorways. This is how all of CREATION communicates or “sings” to itself. These centers also serve as the inner nexus point of mirrored flow, where the concept/mechanisms of “as above, so below” or “as within, so without” reside and can be fully accessed and understood. Through these centers all Life is connected and it is through these centers that all Life shall be UNIFIED/ACTIVELY LINKED and RESTORED. It is not only Earth or the inhabitants of Earth that I speak of either, this will lead to a restoration of many, many connecting worlds/realms as well that have been harmed through their involvement/connection to Earth.

Soon, each and every soul will find themselves finally, in an experience truly worthy and deserving of their own inner merit – the level of soul growth they have achieved. Each will be given the opportunity to come Home, wherever it is they most “energetically/vibrationally” feel at Home at or yearn for – and this experience of great Love, Freedom and Union will only continue to deepen and blossom over time, offering many new experiences, adventures, and challenges to engage in at various levels of existence/experience.

Just as there are many new levels of existence to be explored, so too are there many new layers of reality opening to you and others, these pathways intertwining with one another in order to be able to fully commune/link with one another – ultimately ending the sense of separation that pervades Earth and her ethers. Allowing a full reunification of your multi-dimensional Self and your Soul/Star family, so that these lineages may once again be accessible to All. And it is because of the newly acquired RADIANCE of your chakra (soul body/spiritual) centers and the mastership of your inner “breath work” of co-creation, communication/communing, and the further raising and integration of the underlying energies/vibrations of Truth, Love, Self Sovereignty, Respect, Appreciation, Gratitude, Joy and Unity/Wholeness, that you will soon see VAST changes sweeping across your outer world on a scale never before seen/experienced at any time in Earth’s recent past.
Therefore, on an INDIVIDUAL AND COLLECTIVE SOUL LEVEL the qualities/themes or Divine Birthrights of Love, Safety, Self-Sovereignty, Community, Truth, Respect, Fairness, Health, Wholeness of Experience, Freedom of Expression/Creativity, etc…will become central themes and even catalysts for deeper reflection, experience, and movement over the coming days/weeks ahead, as individuals and therefore, the Collective work to RECLAIM and REINTEGRATE such qualities OR Divine Birthrights back into the human/Gaiac experience. And without a doubt, it will be very interesting to see how this Reclamation process plays itself out on the world’s stage just prior to the full awakening into “self-awareness,” of the Collective Higher Mind.
It is imperative that you, and all other Warriors of Light, stay in your center (solar plexus), your Divine seats/thrones of empowerment (or Soul/Spirit body’s cockpit/driver’s seat) throughout the remainder of this Grand Ascension Cycle. You must believe yourself Worthy, Empowered, Strong and Capable. You will need to fully claim your new vessel/vehicle (or soul/spirit/energetic body) in order to do so, there is simply no other way around it, because naturally part of the Reclamation Process will be facing those things/people/energies that you and/or the collective have resisted facing or challenging on some level, up to this point. 
So stand firm in your inner radiance, your inner sun, your truth. For in this space it is impossible for your foundation to ever be shaken. And in taking this stance, you RECLAIM and/or manifest those Divine Birthrights for Self and for All. 
Truly, it is an amazing time to be an incarnated soul on Gaia! For the (5D-7D) fields are rich, fertile, ready to be planted. Plant them with the gifts of those 3 Acts, to the best of your ability – along with your deepest expressions of Love and Gratitude to Self and to the Whole. 
Be assured that soon, as a result, everything will change. 
Until next time. . .

Higher Self Message via April Bender – Gloriously Radiant Exhalation of Portal Energies – 3-22-14



Higher Self Message: The Gloriously Radiant Exhalation of Portal Energies, channeled by April Bender, March 21, 2014 at http://aprilsairings.blogspot.co.uk/ | Thanks to Golden Age of Gaia.

I am pleased to share that you’ve been brilliantly successful in both your “inhalation” and “integration” phases of this Colossal Equinox Portal!

You’ve successfully “inhaled” from that inner seat/throne of empowerment (solar plexus chakra), all that IS, in totality, YOU – the information, codes, memory, or quantum data of your multidimensional Selves, your Soul/Star Families, those worlds/realms in which they reside, and a fair amount of the “local” Akashic, to completely fill your newly refined/expanded vessel or “soul/spirit body.”

You’ve also just recently finished sufficient integration/coalescence of such energetic informational pathways/streams within your vessel, to now launch the Co-Creative/Expression phase or “synchronized collective exhalation.” Already you and all other Warriors of Light, to one degree or another, are releasing into the ethers/elements, Gaia’s ley-grid, and/or overall Web of Life, the beautifully blended energies/information now contained within Self (vessel) from your dramatic in-breath.

This will begin as a “slow” almost “oozing” release out of YOUR field but will gain momentum and a quality of magnetization the more it finds OTHER streams/nodes of resonance with/to it. An exchange and/or melding of information then takes place once these streams or pathways connect/intersect and a “node” or new point of linkage is then created.

This process further replicates throughout the Web of Life/Collective Mind until ALL NEWLY EXHALED streams/nodes have been connected or are in COMMUNION. At which point, the Web or Collective Mind blinks open its Eye, becoming conscious or fully AWARE of it-SELF. I’ve spoken of this previously as the “ignition/activation” phase and it is upon reaching this final phase of collective “activation” and/or “self-awareness,” that there is an opportunity for Contact or The Event to take place.

If all energetic pathways/nodes of the newly Expressed/Co-Created Web of Life are able to find sufficiently harmonious resonance and/or vibrational compatibility then the “activation” will be a full success and The Event or Contact will naturally commence.

If this “ascension test run” falls short, that’s alright, there will be other opportunities, especially at the June solstice, to make other attempts. And in the meantime, you will have gained ALL of that information you brought through during this portal, up to the level you or each soul, is able to integrate. So the individual is still able to ascend a little or a lot further due to the Communal Expression/Exhalation of/with such highly refined energetics/information.

If you as a Light Warrior community DO succeed, it will be because you CO-CREATED it thusly, by restoring and relinking all Soul/Star Family lineages and their corresponding consciousness/information into the overall “experience” of Gaia (Contact), as she then BECOMES or is finally SEEN in all her 5D (and above for some) splendor. The “veil of separation” finally lifts  – a span of collective “no time” is experienced.

If successful, all souls will experience this moment of “no time” uniquely, based upon their level of inner growth. And based upon that experience, they will choose, on some level, their next landscape of experience. If, after this moment, a soul is still too unaware to choose, maybe on a conscious level they didn’t even know/register that “it” happened, they will then have another opportunity during the next such collective/global moment of “no-time.” These moments will happen in waves, each building in length and depth of experience, each wave offering another opportunity for souls to wake up, to SEE, to choose. Up until the time anyway, that this grand ascension/harvest window closes (a ways out).

During the remaining window, all platforms (3D, 5D and beyond) of the Web of Life/Collective Mind will exist, offering every soul a plethora of levels to experience and/or inhabit in the coming days, weeks, months, or years ahead based upon their own personal field of vibration/resonance or level of soul-growth/ascension.

It should take no more than a couple days for the remaining steps of exhalation/communion and collective activation/ignition to run their course and for us to know the overall effectiveness of this GLORIOUSLY RADIANT COLLECTIVE EXHALATION of portal energies.

In the meantime, you may bounce back and forth from states of great expansiveness and joy to listlessness, spaciness, and fatigue. Expansiveness and lightness soon to overtake the fatigue. Rest as much as you can, however, over the next 2 days or so.

Until then…