From – We Believe In Light
My spirit has most recently been spiraling in joy and ecstasy…feeling the clear and true force of divine light flowing through me!! I can fully acknowledge and sense that I have just recently walked through a profound gateway of initiation and awakening…and YET…I can also sense my spirit reacting to several old thought patterns and fears.
As a jack-in-the-box pounces to claim authority over that moment (no matter how we prepare ourselves for that inevitable pounce)…so do these old thought patterns challenge my peacefully spiraling energy!!
Yes!! Once the pounce is complete…I place things in perspective…I claim my truth…and I consciously choose my reality. But…in the last 24 hours my own personal cosmic jack-in-the-box is in overdrive!! So much so that it is comical!! Challenges that never appear in my world anymore…are presenting themselves like an ever-flowing river of annoyances.
So I claimed responsibility. YES!! Even for these moments of insanity!! I claimed responsibility and asked “Why am I still allowing this to be??” I genuinely asked what part of me still needed to shift. And then I saw it CLEARLY!!
As Siddhartha Buddha once sat under the Bodhi Tree seeking enlightenment and was challenged with all the forces of illusion and temptation…so am I being tested in my own spiritual strength!!
In the past…I would have allowed these small challenges to symbolize the sadness, disappointment, and lack-of-authenticity there is in the world. It would have caused me to withdraw my energy and retreat to my ethereal crystalline cave of inner reflection and sole spiritual growth.
BUT…i am no longer that woman any more!!! Now….I lovingly give each and every soul freedom to BE themselves most genuinely… WITHOUT ALLOWING IT TO AFFECT ME!! My world is NOT defined by that which another shares or takes…or that which another is able to share or receive!! I DEFINE MY OWN REALITY!! If it IS in my world….then “I” have allowed it to be.
Spirit spoke to me early this week about Fair Energy Exchange. They told me that I would be accepting greater Fair Energy Exchange into my life. And i thought “How can that be??” I had assumed Fair Energy Exchange IS Fair Energy Exchange…how can it be anything but.
But they then showed me that if “I” assume my energy to only be worth 3 hugs (my random form of exchange for this teaching)…then that is what I will receive in exchange (when asking for Fair Energy). BUT…as my interpretation of Self-WORTH expands…so does the Fair Energy Exchange I command!!!
SO….spirit brought me challenges this week to present this teaching in greater light. Will I define myself by what others feel comfortable in sharing with me??? OR…will i define my own SELF by what “I” choose to be!!!
The feeling of lack, being un-seen, and misunderstood were the ILLUSIONS of my past reality!!! They all united themselves powerfully to challenge my HEART and SOUL in a profound way!! But I will no longer SHIFT my loving energy for that which i perceive to be. I am now the fully empowered MASTER of my own reality!!
That which I know myself to be worthy of…will flow in powerful force and light!!
And to those who know their own radiant worth as well…I invite you to spiral joyfully with me!!
This world is an ever-expanding opportunity TO BE ALL WE SO BLISSFULLY CHOOSE TO BE!!!
In Joy and Ever-flowing Wonder,
From – We Believe In Light
From – We Believe In Light .org
I’m not sure which exact moment was responsible for lifting my heart up to IMAGINE a freer me. But…it is certainly CLEAR that each and every moment of spiritual awakening this year has brought me to THIS precipice!!
I spent yesterday morning giddily spiraling from this new sense of EMPOWERMENT that I have stepped into…and then receding back into the comfort of anonymity and insignificance yesterday evening.
Yes!! You heard me correctly. In one bright beautiful day…I was able to fully and genuinely identify with two opposite extremes of one powerful spectrum of possibility. Both stances of genuine being impacted my body, mind, and spirit deeply. In the morning…I was able to sense MY DREAMS COMING TRUE ~ my spirit taking flight ~ and every imaginable opportunity becoming manifest!! Life seemed effortless and wondrous!! And in the evening…I sensed my spirit looking back for something I’ve missed ~ my body feeling the physical weight of responsibility ~ and only the clouds of uncertainty surrounding me in all directions.
That’s my candid truth. That is exactly what I felt.
BUT…once I recognized how quickly my energies had shifted…I stood in AWARENESS and asked to understand the shift. And in answer to this request…I recalled a special moment with my son just a few weeks ago.
My beautiful son stepped into the brave new world of middle school about four weeks ago. I was so excited for the new challenging experience he would have. And although I had concerns about supporting his accelerated academic challenges…I never felt anything but genuine excitement for his new adventure.
Then…suddenly and without warning…on the late evening before school began…I felt this intense desire to just hold him close!! Beyond my natural desire to cuddle and love him…I felt the need to hold onto him. That is certainly not my norm. It confused me…so i let it go. But the next morning…i clearly saw the bigger picture and was able to understand.
Once he proudly and bravely left the house with a wide-eyed wondrous look firmly in place…I grabbed Flash (our dog) to take a nonchalant walk near the bus stop. (((Smile))) As I turned the corner where his bus stop came into view…I intuitively knew that I needed to give him the freedom to be himself. So i shifted directions…and began to quickly walk away. But spirit stopped me…and clearly told me “Look Back!! For today your beautiful son walks through a gate of initiation…and when he returns home today…he will be forever changed!!”
It was absolutely TRUE!!! He had changed through and through!! And although I recognized the beauty and power of transforming ourselves into greater beings of light….I TREASURED THE GIFT of TIME i’d been granted the evening before. I may not have recognized that it was the last time that i’d hold my baby tight…but my spirit knew the greater truth.
And I can clearly see…that I’m in a similar situation once again. Only this time…the innocent child stepping into the gate of initiation is ME!!
All year my prayers have been to help me believe in myself ~ remind me of my greater truth ~ and align my physical energies with the divine light I am!! And my experiences have certainly supported these prayers. I have seen myself in greater LIGHT than I ever have…and the limitations I’ve once placed upon myself are not only lifting…they are simply NON-existent!!
How beautiful is that??
I’m finally seeing, accepting, and trusting the LIGHT that I AM ~ not the Light i wish to be!! Ooohhhhhh…that’s powerful!! (((Smile)))
And I can SEE ~ that I have truly and fully changed who I once was. My sense of expectation is gone, gone, gone, gone, gone!! It has been replaced by my elevated sense of knowing!!!
I now know that I AM LOVE ~ I AM LOVED ~ I AM JOY ~ I AM CREATION ~ I AM PERFECT ~ I AM BLESSED!!! Any and allllllllllllll experiences I wish to embrace are MINE to welcome, create, and manifest!! ♥ I AM FREE, Free, FREE, Free, FREE TO BE ME!!!
Woohooooooo!! How blessed I am!!
And so…would you like to know what I learned about that beautiful shadowed aspect of self I sensed last night?? She was REAL!! She was GENUINE!! She is PERFECT!! But she no longer represents my greatest truth!! When I needed to feel insignificant and unseen…she helped me to hide most beautifully.
But my warrior self is now AWAKENED and FREE!!! I choose to hide no more!! ”I” as I AM ~ is all i wish to be!!
No judgement ~ No expectation ~ Just TRUST in the ever-changing and expanding flow of my sacred divinity!!!
I AM ~ FREE TO BE ME!!
And I pray that each of you see the same pure beauty in your precious journey!!
The precipice is real!! We will always have the choice to BE FREE ~ or be defined by a limited aspect of ourselves. So i pray…that I always choose the brilliance that is most naturally ME!!
I Love You All!!
In Blessings and JOY,
From – We Believe In Light .org