Zachary Goodson @ Tiny Buddha – The Path to Freedom – Facing Painful Thoughts and Feelings –

Sad Man

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“Life is an endless process of self-discovery.” ~James Gardner

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My thoughts lately have been so hurtful.

Things like: I’m not a good writer. I’m ugly. I’m stupid.

I’m not funny. I can’t carry a meaningful conversation. I’ll never be special.

The world is out to get me. People take advantage of me. I’m boring and don’t matter.

Like I said, hurtful. Crippling, demoralizing thoughts. One not-so-nice thing after another, and it makes me want to cry.

Why the pain? Why the negative thoughts? Well, recently I spent two weeks playing a video game.   From the time I walked through the door at work till the time I left to go home at the end of the day I played.

It was my escape. Finally, just recently, I put the game away. I took the toy away from the little boy.

What I’m left with is that which I try to escape from—my negative thoughts and feelings.

Whether it’s through video games, women, Instagram, Facebook, or food, to name a few distractions, I’ll use just about anything to check out from me. To not be present with my feelings of low self-worth and low self-esteem.

That’s what I did with the video game for two weeks. I opted to numb out rather than sit with my thoughts and feelings and the struggles I’ve been facing with writing my first book. The video game was easier than dealing with the pain.

Funny thing is, the pain from two straight weeks of video games and the inability to put them down became much worse than the pain of sitting still with my thoughts and feelings.

Each day my eyes would hurt and my contacts would blur so much I couldn’t focus. Each day every muscle in my body would tense up as I followed around a little man on a dirt bike racing around on a tiny computer screen.

No wonder I’ve had a stiff neck the past few days. No wonder my head feels like it’s in a vice. I’ve been hurting myself.

We do that, don’t we? Run from our thoughts and feelings, that is. We run from anger, pain, shame, guilt, and fear.

We run from thoughts that tell us horrible things. Things like we wont amount to anything, that we are not likable, not lovable, and don’t matter. We run and actually think that we’re helping ourselves.

News flash: Running, checking out, numbing yourself, or whatever you want to call it isn’t helping. It’s hurting. It’s taking you away from the gift of being fully present with yourself. Yes, I just called it a gift. So then why run?

For me it’s because I was never taught how to like and love myself. I was never taught how to deal with my emotions nor a head full of negative thoughts. Self-esteem? I had none.

See, my mother died when I was three-and-a-half years old, and I grew up alone with my rageaholic father. Through him, I learned to believe that everything was my fault, that the world was out to get me, and that I didn’t matter. No wonder I want to escape.

Feel feelings of low self-worth? No, thank you. I think I’ll check out with a video game.

Don’t know how to esteem myself? Let’s find a woman. She can esteem me and solve all my problems.

Yet in the end, don’t we always come right back to where we started? Doesn’t checking out from ourselves and our feelings only offer a temporary solution? It sure did, and still does, for me.

For years I thought a woman was the answer to all my problems. A woman to complete me and make me whole. Yeah, not so much.

My problems were right there waiting for me when it didn’t work out with the girl. Hi, ugly! So, I’d try again with a different girl thinking I’d get a different result. Nope. Same result. My pain and low-self worth were still right there waiting for me.

I repeated this pattern for the better part of my adult life, until one day I realized that it wasn’t about finding something or someone to make me feel better about myself; it was about me. I realized that it was about me and my inability to esteem myself. My inability to like and love myself.

So I did something I had never done before, ever: I turned inward and chose the path labeled self-discovery rather than continue down the one labeled self-pain. Most of us have or we wouldn’t be here on this beautiful site. Be proud of that; love yourself for that.

Turning inward for me looks like learning how to love the side of myself that’s in so much pain.

It looks like putting down the video game, wrapping my arms around that side of myself, and remembering that I’m okay and that I always have been. It also looks like me getting honest and sharing what I’ve shared with you here today.

The path to freedom is learning to sit still with my thoughts and feelings, not a video game. In return, I get better at esteeming myself and recognizing the true authentic me, the beautiful man that I was born to be.

San man image via Shutterstock

http://tinybuddha.com/blog/the-path-to-freedom-facing-painful-thoughts-and-feelings/

Karen Downing – Eclipse Revelations – 4-16-14

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The recent eclipse is the harbinger of great and profound change on Earth. But, that change begins within each and every soul first. Collectively, change will not be facilitated without first looking within and creating change in one’s own life. In the process of Ascension (raising one’s vibration), there is a moment where each individual comes face-to-face with the aspects that have been hiding within their deep subconscious memories.

It is not easy to confront these aspects and to look at them honestly, for they originate in past life experiences, and those can be challenging to assess in an impartial manner. When you are living your life now, you have blinders on when it comes to how you view yourself from a past life perspective. Humanity tends to judge things in an all-or-nothing classification, without taking the time to genuinely look at all pieces of one’s emotions and behaviors.

My channel is often asked the question, “What can I do to progress spiritually?” Her answer is, “Work at understanding yourself on a deeper and deeper level.” For, the answer to that question is ongoing, because as you identify and release one past life, another one is there to examine and release, layer upon layer. And, even when you get to the very core of the energy, there is still the Ego (Self) part of you to contend with. This is the part connected to every living being, a part that while once was an asset, now has become like a friend who keeps giving you bad (although well-intended) advice.

Learn to understand your own Ego, what messages does it say to you over-and-over again in your head? Does it put specific expectations on you or what you can do in life? Does it bring emotions into your communications and interactions? Does it keep you trapped in fear? Does it worry about the day-to-day process of life? Because the Ego is attached to the Earth plane (and yes it will continue to be here after Ascension), it is best to learn to about all of its tactics and messages.

The Ego comes from a place of meaning well, but it is basing its conclusions on not repeating the hurts from your past lives. By learning how to keep your own Ego in check, you can arrive at a place where you have mastered how to neutralize its force. This is an ongoing task, because as long as you are living on Earth, the Ego will be present. It will change and evolve, but it will be present as long as you are experiencing the incarnation process. The Ego is a part of the Earthly existence, no different to your physical body. It is the reason why you have chosen to learn in the Earth School versus another plane of learning elsewhere.

The Ego dwells in the extremes; extreme reactions, extreme emotions, extreme highs and lows. It is the Ego that will use terms like “Always” and “Never.” Saying things such as, “I never get help,” or “You always do this to me.” The Ego is not only prideful and self-important, but also fearful and self-defeating. The Ego takes a piece of information, event, occurrence, or situation and gives it an emotional context. The Ego has to convince others of its viewpoint, and sometimes even will try to convince you. Whenever you have to qualify your answer to someone else or to yourself, it is the Ego that is compelled to do so. You neutralize the Ego by learning about the tactics your individual Ego displays.

The more that you learn about your own Ego, the more control you have to keep it from interfering in your life, and the easier it is to move into your Higher Self. That is the ultimate goal of the incarnation process, to overcome the strength of the Ego in such a way that you are able to transform the energy from all previous lifetimes, able to gain completion of what you came to Earth to learn. Every time there is an eclipse, it is there to reveal something that the Ego had tried to keep hidden. There is always something new to learn about yourself, always a new piece of information to discover. The moment you decide you are finished with your learning, is the moment the Ego can exert its influence over you even more. Use these big Astrological events to dive deeper into the recesses of your Ego. When you are honest with this Ego exploration process, you can propel yourself forward on your life path with greater momentum than you could have ever anticipated.

Love, Aurora

Please share this material as you feel guided. It is requested that copyright information and the URL aurorasmessage.com are always included. Thank you. Copyright 2009 – 2012 Karen Downing

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Brandon Gilbert – Meditation, Inner House Cleaning, The True Self

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In this video I share with you how meditation can help us to cleanse the psyche and get more in touch with our true self. The result of this is a greater amount of calm, peace, happiness, and freedom.

In many ways we are the product of culture, conditioning, social

groups, and whatever else we mentally/emotionally eat.

Another way of saying what goes into the psyche, will influence or

shape it and thus eventually come out in some way.

On the regular basis that translates to many, many different voices

going through our psyches.

One of the main causes of why we stay stuck in patterns or dont

take action.

But the vast majority of these voices and thoughts, are not us, not

our true voice.

So meditation is a great way to quiet down these myriad of voices, and get in touch with our true voice.

How do you recognize and distinguish between true and false?

Usually by a combintion of feeling, intuition, and gut instinct.

What do i mean by meditation?

Sitting quietly, with your eyes closed.

So how this process works is that:

It allows contrast and comparison.

Once you have a back drop of calmness, clarity, and consciousness,

then you can begin to see things in opposition to that for what

they are, and then deprogram them and let them go.

Like walking into a pitch black room and turning on the lights.

Much in the same way, we are unaware of whats happening inside out

minds,meditation, turns on the light.

Another way

Lets say you want to create a painting, but first, you need a blank

canvas. Luckily most of our programming is written in erasable ink,

so through meditation, we can erase it and get back to the blank

canvas which allows us to paint the painting we want.

Karen Bishop – The Endless Cleanse – 11-23-13

 

http://theearthplan.blogspot.com/2013/12/the-endless-cleanse-karen-bishop-23.html

To so many of us, this Ascension journey feels like an overly long trek which is taking forever to get somewhere meaningful, or at least, to a place which looks more like Shangrila than Gotham City. It seems like with each step we take, we get knocked back one step. Once in a while, we take one step forward and actually get to enjoy the progress for a while before we take a deep breath and go forward again. And so meaningful progress has been slow.

I’ve always consoled myself by saying that we’ve come from Higher Dimensional realms where we’ve already “ascended”, so to speak, in the sense that we originated from a higher density existence before being called for duty here on Earth. That’s why we feel that we are wading in thick goo, fighting with all our might to move a millimetre at a time. Everything seems to be in slow motion in terms of progress. We are trying to get back to that state of Higher Consciousness where we were before, and it’s been programmed in us that we need to do it in this lifetime. So we know where “there” is but it feels like we need to cross a wide divide that’s filled with this sticky goo, thereby making actual progress painfully slow.

However, if we look at it in Human terms, what we are doing is nothing short of miraculous. And remember, it’s never been done before i.e. Planetary AND Humanitary Ascension, all without the death process. What could have taken numerous lifetimes to accomplish, we are now doing it in just ONE. So if we keep that perspective in mind, we are making enormous progress, with lots and lots of help from the Cosmos and the Divine.

Think of it as climbing up a very long and convoluted spiral staircase…lots of steps making a very gradual ascent.

Phew…what a long introduction to this post from Karen Bishop. But then again, her message is pretty long, too 🙂  I just wanted to summarise the theme of what she has been saying over the past years ~ that it’s a stop-start-reverse-restart sort of process, but we are actually gaining ground…we really are!

Here for Karen’s post…in three parts.

http://theearthplan.blogspot.com/2013/12/the-endless-cleanse-karen-bishop-23.html

Ascended Master, Serapis Bey – Putting Your Best Foot Forward – 12-20-13

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Soren Dreier – Getting The Doorway Influx? – 11-12-13

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http://sorendreier.com

Seems like the ether is starting to get both very dense and very swift now and it’s taking its toll on people.

Some folks are taking that in as a weight on their shoulders and are going into ‘sadness’- mode. It is the density causing this.

Somehow, if we are there, we got to flush out the sadness. By the weapon of choice.

It is door opening time in Beamed Up City and it is door closing time. If we have the courage the density will clear up. If we can’t close the doors we need to close, the density and sadness will prevail. Time to reach for the keys.

The influx is somehow very subtle and very ‘suggestion’ based and it shifts almost overnight.

My take on it: If you feel the influx – unlock the doors, no matter what, as long as it is uncharted territory and not: One step forward – two steps back. If the old doors signal: ‘I’m getting pulled back to my past’ – lock them.

Be firm, stand your ground. You are not responsible for other peoples need for keeping you in your past. We are responsible for not being dragged there.

When the ether, the morph or the collective consciousness gets this density the psychological picture here looks like a mist turning into a very thick fog and we can’t let that get to us. We will begin to feel that we can not trust our own emotions. In a way that is good, since the influx calls upon the intuitive guidance system. Listen…

It also impacts our sleep patterns. I know people who sleep a lot more than they are used to. And I know a great deal of people who have barely slept for a month. They toss and turn and have the feel in the nervous system that they describe as similar to an electric current running up and down their legs. Some have a bright light in their inner eye, where there should be the healing darkness of sleeping, at least that is what they so long for.

I had that myself, and it’s been driving me nuts. Until I found out that coffee in the middle of the night actually helped. A bit strange. But it does. And I´m not much of a coffee drinker, so it can’t be a tolerance issue with caffeine.

If you’re there right now and tossing and turning, and maybe are trying to doze it down with different substances, avoid alcohol though – since it blocks out the possibility of REM sleep.

The opening of doors is, as mentioned, very subtle. Subtle is good, since the God-Force speaks that way through the density. On occasion it certainly speaks with high impact, but the vibe is: invitation based.

Are you getting surprising invites? Maybe they even will push your boundaries a bit, since they seem highly untraditional and straight forward.

It can be invites to seminars, traveling, moving, social visits, romance and obviously other adventures.

My take on those: Consider and act.

Don’t over think it – just set out.

People are finding each other now at a very high frequency level.
It’s like: ‘I feel at home in your eyes – can you love me?’ – Very rapid yet very deep.
It is on a soul level and any kind of foreplay with the situation whatever that may be, is not needed. The connection is there instantly, and it will be life changing.

Nothing that goes on right now on that level or in the field of infinite possibilities is random. It is: Meant to be.

We have a lot of good reasons/excuses for not engaging in these cosmic invitations. Because they challenge our comfort zone, they always will. But in all of that being a good reason to decline that the Universe is inviting us to the dance floor: Is it a go – or a no go?

No go – meaning status quo, and there is absolutely at the present time no status quo. It is: Get moving time, emotionally, intellectually or physically until spring 2014. Then the invitations will go down.

Is it common amongst the Heart People? Yes it is. I see it with the people I engage with. Something’s about to change big time.

Maybe you have the urge to invite something or someone into your life. Now is the time to do it. Take a leap of faith and express it by sending out the invite.

If we don’t – nothing will happen and it will be: Opportunity lost.

Invite yourself to invite circumstances to alter and hereby take on and connect with the abundance through change, love, experiences and so on.

Maybe put into other words: ‘Follow your cravings right now as long as they represent a higher vibe and offer insights, love, or just a change of physical coordinates and they embed the leap of faith’.

The door closing is maybe a bit more difficult because it can sound cold.

Somebody asked me the other day: ‘Do I need to blow love at people that I really don’t fancy’.

No, shut it down. You´re not a bloody saint. And folks pick up that you´re not full hearted in it anyway, so let’s detach from that ‘spiritual’ idea of servicing without taking our own resources into account, which I touched upon in the Ruby post’.

This is not the time to pretend, and pretending will not get us anywhere. This weird 3D world doesn’t need that. It wants us genuine, and if we cannot be, we cannot be. Simple as that.

So the shut down process is targeting that.

Shut people down who hold you as a prisoner of the past. They might feel a loss, that cannot be avoided and we have to architect their loss since we are giving them that loss of: ‘I cannot do this anymore’: our relationship, family, work, people on line and the whole emotional architecture we have created around us.

Since we more or less subscribe to the: ‘I create my reality’, we need to take some of our creation down. And Love is also: Giving other people a crisis so they can move on and find their relationships on whatever level where they feel safe. And they certainly aren’t safe if we think they restrain us. We will riot at some given time and so will they.

It seems to be an ongoing mechanic: When there’s high impact subtle changes in the field of the void, the morph, the unmanifest, low frequency also kicks in with high impact and will try to restrain you for opening the doors to that fact, and it sends the battle for emotional or spiritual survival into the inner realms so we get the battle between: ‘I would really love to go with this Universe invite, but I don’t think I´m allowed’.

Well, if that is so, we need permission from others. That’s not a good strategy.

The most important thing though is the permission we have to grant ourselves and go for it on a soul level. If it is on a soul level: Go!

That seems to be a great challenge right now, if I´m decoding the influx correctly.

So will you grant yourself that permission?

The permission to accept the invites that the Universe is pointing to. It whispers so pay attention.

We also need to decline any invitations, which for any of us individually would be a setback.

That’s the delicate walk of Dharma right now.

These changes on a soul level that are suggested, whether it will be by the Universe, your higher self (which it always is, since the higher self is plugged into the God Force) or people you might have a vision of, will all be life altering.

Find the courage and maybe: Open some doors by inviting new circumstances, enter the doors that will open now  and close the doors to the old and worn out.

Sideeffect: Happiness will kick in.   /   © 2013 Soren Dreier

http://sorendreier.com

Re-post – SacredAscensionMerkaba – What is Ascension – Question Of A Lifetime – When it will finally happen – Guidance by Anna Merkaba

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Anna Merkaba

http://sacredascensionmerkaba.wordpress.com/

A reader of my blog named Robert has asked me a very interesting question that I think most of you have in the back of your mind. He asked “I have been reading several ascension blogs. Most of them have info that humanity would ascend on 21DEC 2012 and since then the dates simply kept on changing and even the so called channeled info from higher dimensional beings and ascended masters is wrong so many times. Just don’t know what to believe anymore and like so many other readers and followers I am more than frustrated to just keep waiting for a date and when nothing happens then conveniently some new date comes up and this has been going on for so long. So my question is if we are going to ascend at all then when do you think its gonna happen? If it is so difficult to give a date then is it possible to atleast give a time frame? So many people who are working as channelers and light workers, how hard can it be to just get a date?”

Based on everything that I know, and all of my encounters, private and public channelings the answer is this..

The reason that there is no date and the difficulty is that humanity as a whole is the one responsible for their own ascension times. Its not going to happen over night, every day there are slight changes and energy influxes to assist us in ascension process. However, it’s strictly on individual basis. Some of us have chosen to ascend in groups, and thus there are waves of awakened ones that will continue to go on and on for a while. If you read my channelings you will see that it is mentioned quite often, DO NOT WAIT FOR ANYTHING, start acting NOW. Live in the present reality and if you don’t like it CHANGE IT. The point of ascension is not to wait for someone to come to you and bring it to your on a silver platter, or for the ships to land. All that will happen, the ships will land eventually, of course we are not alone in this vast universe and our galactic families are nearby. BUT they are not going to ascend for you, and it’s your responsibility and yours alone.

So many are confused about ascension, and really its nothing more than finding the balance within and realizing that your EGO is not your enemy, it’s your friend you just have to keep in in balance. It’s a realization that you are not your body but your soul. Its a realization that we are all ONE and are here to learn lessons, and as such we all must FORGIVE each other and our own selves. When you finally stop running after ascension and waiting for something grand to happen, but instead allow yourself to just be in the moment and listen to your own intuition and your own heart it’s then that you are going to feel that you have ascended. You will treat yourself differently, and others around you as well. Your heart will no longer focus on the revenge but mercy and forgiveness, complete understanding and unconditional love. Your life will begin to flow as it was meant to be, and if you don’t like it you will see that you are powerful enough to change it.

So do not wait for any particular date. As I said, all of these are PORTALS that bring influxes of energy in order to help us here and assist us, with this light, the energy that is brought down to earth, opens up a lot of peoples energy gateways as well as brings DNA upgrades with it. So when you see another channeling saying that a portal has opened up, take the opportunity to allow yourself to experience the light and love that comes with it. Open your heart to this divine energy and allow your life to flow the way that you meant it to be before coming here. Wait for no one, YOU ARE your own savior and messiah. And when you realize that it is so, you will see the changes that you are seeking. In the meantime take this time to let go of everything that you have within you, let go of all the blame, let go of anger, and resentment and self pity. Allow yourself to walk into your own power, because YOU ARE truly a powerful being. Each and every single one of you are!

I hope this helps make some sense of Ascension for you. Love & Light to you all ! – Anna Merkaba – Energy Healer- Channeler – Lightworker. To book a Healing or Pychic Session with Anna and for more channeled messages to help you on your journey to self discovery visit : Sacred Ascension – Key of Life – DISCOVER YOUR TRUE SELF THROUGH THE VIBRATIONAL MESSAGES FROM BEHIND THE VEIL http://sacredascensionmerkaba.wordpress.com/

Steve Beckow – Addressing Key Vasanas

Golden Age Of Gaia   /   Steve Beckow

Ooops! Too many vasanas!

The rising energies have been taking care of a lot of our day-to-day worries and grumbles – at least they have for me. The love that is washing the Earth as each new set of portals opens, the last I think having been on 10/10, is raising our consciousness.

But some key vasanas – some deeply-ingrained habit patterns, sleeping volcanoes or command-value records (as Werner Erhard would have called them) – remain and they’re stubborn and persistent.

To get at these key vasanas is difficult and I imagine some of the more shocking or convulsive experiences we’re having about now are designed to bring them to the surface.

I have one of these deeply-ingrained latent tendencies and I’m watching it continue to play itself out at this time. It feels identical to me. There’s no space between it and me for me to get even the sharp end of a crowbar in. I have no leverage with it. It and I are one, so to speak. Let me describe it perhaps so that we can see how these mischief-makers work.

Every parent has certain things they say to “motivate” their children, to have them “learn a lesson,” etc. Few of them know the results of using these “motivating” techniques. My Dad had one and, in using it, he was no different than our neighbors or anyone else of his generation of the early fifties.

When he wanted me to do something I wasn’t doing to the extent he wished, he would call me a “lazy, no-good good-for-nothing.” It worked but unfortunately it stuck.

All through my life I became a huge producer to prove my father wrong. I’m not trying to take away from my mission in life, just as we all of this generation came here to do a task and have a mission. I’m also not trying to denigrate my capacities. But there’s an element of it all that’s nonetheless robotic, automatic, and is designed to show my Dad that I’m indeed not a lazy, no-good good-for-nothing, to “prove” myself.

Dad isn’t even here any longer. He’s on the Astral Planes having the time of his life exploring. Most people convalesce when they arrive, but not my Dad. The minute he hit the vestibule, though he was 91 years of age and had been in the hospital for the last two weeks of his life, he was off to peek and poke into every nook and corner.

He was definitely never a lazy you-know-what!

But this isn’t about my Dad and it isn’t really even about me. It’s about the same process that everyone faces – the tendency of the mind to take snapshots and require itself to live in reaction to past events and become an automaton to avoid pain and enjoy only pleasure.

So what’s the answer to the rise now of our key vasanas? It’s the same answer that solves all these difficulties. It’s the amazing and poorly-understood solvent called awareness. We think matters are accomplished by effort, strenuousness, physical activity. But spiritual matters like the erasure of vasanas is accomplished by the passive bestowal of awareness on what’s there. Emotional knots are dissolved by the solvent of awareness.

So I’m watching this key vasana, this lifelong determination to avoid being lazy. I’m observing its rise within me and its falling away. I’m bestowing awareness on it and loosening its grip on me. I’m allowing it to come and go, rise and fall, and as I do it relaxes its hold on me.

This is made easier by the love that we’re all simmering in as the vibrations rise around us. And it becomes a labor of love in the face of today’s expanding light and joy.  I’m determined to sidestep the need for a shocking or convulsive event to have me loosen this last-remaining but centrally-important vasana from my mind.  I’m “being” with it, allowing it, accepting it.

And I’m laughing at myself – the ridiculous picture of me producing reams and reams of paper for so many years. I will move from being the servant of this vasana to being the master of my self. And I’ll move there gracefully and gently. Long live the good-for-nothing who turned around whatever situation those events were meant to address, whatever role they played in my life-contract.

And three cheers for all that came out of it. It was fun and here I am at the end of it all, looking back, and feeling satisfied.

Golden Age Of Gaia

SacredAscensionMerkaba – What is Ascension – Question Of A Lifetime – When it will finally happen – Guidance by Anna Merkaba – 10-17-13

ASCNESIONQUESTION

 

Anna Merkaba

http://sacredascensionmerkaba.wordpress.com/

A reader of my blog named Robert has asked me a very interesting question that I think most of you have in the back of your mind. He asked “I have been reading several ascension blogs. Most of them have info that humanity would ascend on 21DEC 2012 and since then the dates simply kept on changing and even the so called channeled info from higher dimensional beings and ascended masters is wrong so many times. Just don’t know what to believe anymore and like so many other readers and followers I am more than frustrated to just keep waiting for a date and when nothing happens then conveniently some new date comes up and this has been going on for so long. So my question is if we are going to ascend at all then when do you think its gonna happen? If it is so difficult to give a date then is it possible to atleast give a time frame? So many people who are working as channelers and light workers, how hard can it be to just get a date?”

Based on everything that I know, and all of my encounters, private and public channelings the answer is this..

The reason that there is no date and the difficulty is that humanity as a whole is the one responsible for their own ascension times. Its not going to happen over night, every day there are slight changes and energy influxes to assist us in ascension process. However, it’s strictly on individual basis. Some of us have chosen to ascend in groups, and thus there are waves of awakened ones that will continue to go on and on for a while. If you read my channelings you will see that it is mentioned quite often, DO NOT WAIT FOR ANYTHING, start acting NOW. Live in the present reality and if you don’t like it CHANGE IT. The point of ascension is not to wait for someone to come to you and bring it to your on a silver platter, or for the ships to land. All that will happen, the ships will land eventually, of course we are not alone in this vast universe and our galactic families are nearby. BUT they are not going to ascend for you, and it’s your responsibility and yours alone.

So many are confused about ascension, and really its nothing more than finding the balance within and realizing that your EGO is not your enemy, it’s your friend you just have to keep in in balance. It’s a realization that you are not your body but your soul. Its a realization that we are all ONE and are here to learn lessons, and as such we all must FORGIVE each other and our own selves. When you finally stop running after ascension and waiting for something grand to happen, but instead allow yourself to just be in the moment and listen to your own intuition and your own heart it’s then that you are going to feel that you have ascended. You will treat yourself differently, and others around you as well. Your heart will no longer focus on the revenge but mercy and forgiveness, complete understanding and unconditional love. Your life will begin to flow as it was meant to be, and if you don’t like it you will see that you are powerful enough to change it.

So do not wait for any particular date. As I said, all of these are PORTALS that bring influxes of energy in order to help us here and assist us, with this light, the energy that is brought down to earth, opens up a lot of peoples energy gateways as well as brings DNA upgrades with it. So when you see another channeling saying that a portal has opened up, take the opportunity to allow yourself to experience the light and love that comes with it. Open your heart to this divine energy and allow your life to flow the way that you meant it to be before coming here. Wait for no one, YOU ARE your own savior and messiah. And when you realize that it is so, you will see the changes that you are seeking. In the meantime take this time to let go of everything that you have within you, let go of all the blame, let go of anger, and resentment and self pity. Allow yourself to walk into your own power, because YOU ARE truly a powerful being. Each and every single one of you are!

I hope this helps make some sense of Ascension for you. Love & Light to you all ! – Anna Merkaba – Energy Healer- Channeler – Lightworker. To book a Healing or Pychic Session with Anna and for more channeled messages to help you on your journey to self discovery visit : Sacred Ascension – Key of Life – DISCOVER YOUR TRUE SELF THROUGH THE VIBRATIONAL MESSAGES FROM BEHIND THE VEIL http://sacredascensionmerkaba.wordpress.com/

Lady Nada, High Council of Orion – Weakness Are Strengths Waiting To Be Discovered – Channeller Judy Miller – September-12,11- 2013

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Weaknesses are Strengths Waiting to be Discovered
Ascended Master, Lady Nada’s Weekly Message ~ September 12 — 19, 2013
Received by Julie Miller
September 12, 2013
Thanks to Wess Annac: http://aquariusparadigm.com/2013/09/1…

CHANNELED ASCENSION MESSAGE FROM
THE HIGH COUNCIL OF ORION

Visionkeeper – Pushing Ourselves Beyond Where We Stand – 7 August 2013

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I think a great many light workers out there have expanded their minds greatly but find they are still standing in the same location. It is time to go further into who we are, what we are made of, what we are capable of. This shifting is not just about how high we can raise our consciousness, but it is also about discovering just what we are truly capable of doing, testing ourselves to find out what we are truly made of. Can we time travel? Can we communicate telepathically? Are we capable of changing loaves into fishes? Just who in fact are we in every sense of the word? I don’t think we have really investigated this part of the scenario before and it is time to stretch ourselves beyond just our 3D bodies and 5D minds. It goes way beyond being love as well even though that is a huge part of the equation. We are being asked to go into places in our minds we might not have ventured to before and figuring things out.

We are NOT our bodies. We’ve heard this a million times, we know this, and yet what are we doing about it? It’s as if we never even entertained the thought that we could do and be miraculous things. How will we ever know for sure unless we begin challenging ourselves to be more? There’s that word I love so much, challenge! It is a wonderful word that holds such monumental meaning. Challenge is invigorating, exciting, it creates movement, it pushes us to be more than we think we are, it is a life changer! Challenge should never be looked upon as negative for it has so many possibilities to create the positive. So we need to challenge ourselves into seeing how much more we can do or be than just our bodies. We will never have answers if we never challenge ourselves to try.

We’ve learned over the course of this long shift how important intention is in creating what we desire. It is time to join intention and desire and challenge to find out what we are made of, are we star-dust, are we God’s of sorts, are we magical? I think we will find we are far more than perhaps we are even capable of truly understanding. We seem to think we can do what we have always done in our bodies and that is the sum total of all we can do, of who we are. Why? Why do we let our imaginations stop there? Because we have been trained to stay inside the box and not venture out. This is what we are being asked to do now, to venture out, to allow ourselves to imagine ourselves completely different from what we have been doing. We must break these chains that bind us and explode forth into a whole new way of thinking and being, let our imaginations run wild so we find the truth.

Being love and learning to stay in our hearts has been critical for shifting and helping the world as well and we must continue to do this, but it is time to step out and go further. We have learned how to let things go and let God so to speak, well now we must dive deep into our imaginations and allow ourselves to wonder and question all kinds of things because the answers we are looking for will not be found here in our bodies in 3D. It is time to give ourselves permission to expand and become more no matter how crazy we sound to others, to release that control to be like everyone else, and explore all the possibilities of who we can be. The possibilities are endless and so are we.

Blessings to us all,

Visionkeeper

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George Kavvasilas – Taking Responsibility For Self Growth, Healing Gaia

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Polona – Ascension Pioneers – Creating Peace in Chaos – Soul Alchemy

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Dear Ascension Pioneers!

The times we are living in are really intense. There might be a lot of chaos due to this and all the energy shifts. We all know this by now, don’t we? Just continuing to say this is not enough, for we have to start thinking about what to do with everything that we are aware of by now. We are asked to create peace amidst the seeming chaos, because it is us who get to shift the perception, it is not the other way around. So, how do we really do this? It is very simple in fact. This is all being done through Soul alchemy, which is a process of conscious observation. An alchemist observes something long enough, until that thing changes its vibration and shifts into something else … it literally transcends. This is what we are doing in this Ascension process. Transcending the old is not just moving from one thing to the next one, for this can often come through simple distraction. Shifting from the old to the New is actually directly linked with shifting our perception. This happens when we just sit with our Presence and observe something long enough. In order for that to happen, we need to take enough time to just Be with our Self, don’t we? There is no cheating or hurrying through life. There is no such thing as instant Ascension, for it’s all happening through the alchemy of our Soul and its awareness. So, have You ever noticed how your perception has shifted while You were just sitting somewhere, breathing and enjoying the Silence of your Being? You were not even seeking for any answers, and yet they came anyway … through silent observation and raising awareness. So when things might seem a bit chaotic, we have to go deeper within, sit with our Presence at least for a little while and just Be … anchoring the new awareness. This cannot come through force, control or attachment. It just Is anyway, and we simply tune into the vibratory field of it when we raise the awareness and shift our perspective into something much bigger and more expanded. The process is so natural to us, but many have forgotten about this simple Truth of Soul alchemy which many Masters have already been speaking about through ages of time. Well, this is one of such ages and well … and it has been spoken. It is making itself known again through us!

Within Divine Love, Polona

Lincoln Gergar – Channel Higher Self – What to do when deep emotions and memories from trauma surface?

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Learn how to heal yourself and your past with knowledge, forgiveness and unconditional love in this Channel Higher Self video.

On your spiritual path you may experience very powerful emotions that mysteriously happen – even for no known reason. These emotions are caused by deep memories from your past. As we spiritually grow, the past is arising to be understood and healed.

Often these powerful emotions and deep memories are related to traumatic experiences that we experienced as children. Now as adults we no longer need to carry these subconscious memories and emotions within us. We can be free of them. This video will teach you how.

We cannot change our past, but we can learn to understand it. With knowledge comes the first break in these emotional patterns. Knowledge creates an opportunity for genuine self-love and unconditional love to develop. This leads us towards forgiveness of ourselves (removing self-blame and self-anger) and others. Finally freedom happens as these old emotional patterns are released from our subconscious mind. We experience more joy, peace, happiness and love!

Here is the guided meditation and self-help CD / mp3 album that was used in this video interview: http://higherselfteachings.com/cds/fr…

This 5 part video is a 1 hour 10 minute interview with Lincoln, of Channel Higher Self, and a woman on the Higher Self spiritual path. This video interview is shared with permission by this woman so that many people can benefit in their own lives and spiritual path. Through the open sharing of knowledge like these, we can help to empower humanity to be free from suffering by living in higher states of wisdom and happiness.

Many blessings and much Love!

AA Metatron – The Extraordinary 2nd Half Of Year One – July 20 2013

NOTE:  This message is VERY information rich!

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2013 ~ The Extraordinary 2nd Half Of Year One ~ via James Tyberonn

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Lord Metatron ~ Greetings Masters! We encircle each and every one of you with a nurturing energy and with the field of self empowerment, for each of you are truly Masters on your path of Ascension. It is our purpose to offer you inspiration and clarity, but indeed it is once and always requisite that you, as a sacred and sovereign being, practice discernment with this and any such ‘channeled’ message.

We will begin this message regarding the remaining ‘2nd half’ of 2013, a truly auspicious year, by addressing the intensity and focal purpose of the complex frequencies taking place.

We will first reinforce the great Truth, that the Ascension of the Planet did indeed occur. Humanity in collective consciousness made it so. But we want to clarify it is the graduation of the Planet Earth, an expansion into 12 Dimensions that has taken place.

We tell you that the Planetary Ascension is a new beginning. The energies around you and everything within the Earthplane is in a different context. The matrix has absolutely shifted. And for so many of you, the new matrix is not exactly what you anticipated. What remains before you in the second half of 2013 — Year One of the New Earth will have a quadric phase of intensity . It is intense, but it is extremely important. It can be managed, but if you do not ‘step up’ to the challenge, the energies can leave you in states of confusion and apathy. 2013 is a year of formatting codes, and it is within the quadric influx, of an equinox, solstice, lunar eclipse and solar eclipse that two incredibly pertinent coded- portals occur. These are the ‘Green Ray Activation ‘ in August and the ‘Renaissance Formatting’ in September . The latter of which completes in the solar eclipse of November.

The Green Ray Infinity-Gate Activation

In August the Green Ray Infinity Portal occurs in the aperture activation of the Emerald Flame. The primary opening apex is from August 12-21, 2013.

Dear Ones, just as your dimensional access increased with the planetary Ascension, so does your chakra field. So it is that the initial Sacred Codes of each new chakra be received and installed beginning in Year One of the New Earth.

And we tell you the 4th, 8th & 9th dimensions are formulated through and with the Emerald-Ray. The 8th & 9th dimensions will begin completing receival of the Geo-Codes of Thoth, through the aperture of the Emerald Flame Activation. It initiates in the 8th month and completes in the 9th on the Equinox. The apexial phase begins with the Perseids Meteor influx, and culminates on the full moon . (Understand that astrological, astronomical events are energy shift catalysts, and in the New Earth, these are the base mechanisms of the new paradigm formation.)

The Emerald Flame is a vibratory Essence that is Healing & Nurturing, and by receiving the Codes of the Green Ray Activation, the 8th and 9th Chakric Fields will expand into more lucid reception and perception from and into the 8th and 9th Dimension in the Physio Realm, and into the 16th-18th Chakric sensory of the etheric level 13-20-33 Mer-Ka-Na Field.

Accordingly humanity can receive these codes as they complete the portal downloads of the Green Ray Infinity (8) Portal. These codes are synergized into the 8th & 9th Physio-Chakras, through the guidance of Archangel Raphael.

As you become more settled into the higher frequencies of the New Earth, it is incumbent upon you to calibrate to the expanded Chakra Alignments of the Crystalline Lite Body, the Mer-Ka-Na. Naturally the Earth is adjusting her resonance to refashion the chakric centers of the planet to receive and distribute the energies for humanity.

Power Dates & Activation Phases of 2013

The energies of 2013 will be somewhat less intense than the 2012 continual bombardment of solar wind amplifiers and astro portal flurries that were made to finish the Crystalline Grid, and in kind force you into upshift. 2012 was a year in which every month sequentially raised the frequencial bar. It was an obstacle course of increasing frequencies. In 2012 you were getting ready for the expansion.

So in 2013 you are reformatting to the New Earth. The frequencies that poured in continually last year, now must be fined tuned. You have several points of relaxation in 2013 that allow you to catch your breath. None the less the year contains 2 essential quadric power phases that will take effort.

Two quadric phases of intense energy adjustment will take place. These are the phases when you will find out what you’re really made of, and realize how far you have come. .You must stay positive and focused on what matters during this year. What you choose to focus on when resonant inserts get more challenging will determine everything. It is essential that you remain on path, and indeed by doing so you will expand far more than you may realize.

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Polona of Ascension Pioneers – Channeling – Sourcing – Discernment – Soul Awareness

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Dear Ascension Pioneers!

Join me as I discuss the difference between sourcing and channeling and how to use inner discernment. I myself do not channel anything. What I tune into is my own Soul and the consciousness of my Beloved I AM. Therefore, everything I share comes from within my own Being and the Group Oversoul. It is my own Soul awareness. When we connect to a certain group of Beings, it is always our authentic Soul knowing if we tune into our Soul group and Oversoul, for we tune into our Soul awareness. If we do not, we channel a certain consciousness (a Being, an entity, etc.) that comes from another spectrum, or another Variation of Creation … with a different Soul awareness. This is important to understand, for if the Soul knowing is ours, we won’t filter the incoming information through. We will not distort it, for it will be pure … emanating from our Soul. We will have the inner tools to understand the awareness that flows through us. If not, we might manipulate the information through our own filters. That is why it is so important to be discerning when we tune into other people’s channeled material. True freedom and inner knowing is only found within … by tuning into our Soul Essence.

Within Divine Love, Polona

 

 

Ascension Pioneers with Polona Somrak

Julie Seibert·93 videos

http://www.ReawakenYourBrilliance.com Polona will be discussing the ascension process in very down to earth, easy to understand terms.

Polona says, “This chapter in our life is called Ascension Pioneers. as Ascension Pioneers, we needed to go through everything first and alone. That is why this Ascension path sometimes seemed rather alone, but never lonely. We needed to go through our own experiences, from within to without. This way, we are energetically paving the way for others, those who decided on a Soul level, to go through it at this time. And who better to do this first, than those who have done it before?!”

For more information about Polona: http://www.ascension-pioneers.org/

Gregg Braden – The 7 Essene Mirrors

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From the perspective of the ancient Essenes, every human on the earth is an initiate in the Mystery School that we call Life. Whether they are conscious of it or not, every human will experience in the presence of others mirrors of themselves in that moment. If we have the wisdom to recognize those mirrors, we may accelerate the evolution of emotion and understanding.

What the Essenes said was that for us to know and master ourselves in this world, we will see one or some combination of mirrored patterns in others. The seven mirrors are progressively more and more subtle. Back in the ’70s, we heard about the first mirror, of who you are in the moment. The notion was that if you find yourself around individuals who are angry or dishonest, they are showing you your dishonesty or anger. Sometimes the mirrors would apply, but sometimes they wouldn’t. We had discovered the first mirror, but had yet to see the other mirrors, such as the second mirror, which reflects what we judge in the moment.

This is tremendously powerful but very subtle. The ancient Essenes had a very sophisticated understanding of interpersonal human relationships and the role of emotion in those relationships. It’s the role of emotion that we have carefully sifted out of our Western experience up until very recently. Now, as we go back into these texts, we see that it is emotion that proves the power and, when coupled with logic, true magic and miracles occur.

The Earth Angels – June 5, 2013 – A Morning Message – by Bella Capozzi

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Peter Van Runt – The Inner And The Outer – Freewill Choice

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Doing the Inner work alone will not be sufficient to bring about a New Paradigm Age and do we really have Freewill Choice?
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Polona – Ascension Pioneers – Soul navigator – Soul DNA – Divine Remembrance

Dear Ascension Pioneers!

What is a Soul navigator? Does a part of You still seek answers outside of yourself? Is a part of You not trusting that You are already receiving all the answers that You need (for your highest potential) from within yourself, and that You are being guided throughout your entire Soul journey? Do You then trust others over yourself and let them tell You how things should be for You? Do You believe every single thing being said or written? Do You take it as your own truth? Do You know that this is how beliefs are created, and we have had enough beliefs … this is of the old age. The New is about tuning into your own Soul guidance and connecting to Spirit through that.

Within Divine Love, Polona

P.S. You can read the entire article here: http://ascension-pioneers.org/article…

Pleiadian Message – Alaje – Consciousness

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The Oracle Report – Wednesday, April 17, 2013

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The Oracle Report   –   Wed, April 17, 2013

Crescent Moon Phase – Moon in Cancer

As the “strike point” continues today, we need to make sure we are not striking against ourselves.  Today’s energy brings the tendency to self-sabotage and to direct anger inward.  Some people always respond to this type of energy by acting it out or projecting it onto others, so be aware that anyone can become the object of this.  But more serious damage is done when we inflict criticism and harsh judgment on ourselves.  This cuts to our soul. (For an explanation of the “strike point” listen to the audio from April 4, 2013, linked above.  I discuss the massive astrological influences that are now underway, as well as how they would be used to produce false flag type events.)

This entire lunar month is simultaneously like a battle on a battlefield (Eris astrological effects) and a descent into the underworld (Black Moon astrological effects).

The catch here is that we really aren’t descending into the underworld, the underworld is rising around us.

The “underworld” is two very different things.  It is the energy that we identify as archontic and it is literally the ground beneath us – Gaia Sophia.  As the archontic forces rise up, so too does the divine being embodied as the planet.  And she takes us with her.

If you recall, I discussed how a major “upgrade” to our personal energetic frequencies/signatures would begin in earnest this lunar month.  This is happening at the subatomic levels of our mental, emotional, and physical bodies.  It’s all based on electromagnetics and light.

Then we have the Mahavidya who rules this month, Chinnamasta, blowing out the crown chakra so that we don’t implode from the upgrade.

While individuals and the human collective at large go down fighting today, we rise with the power of all that is beautiful, good, and fierce.  We have on battle armor and a shield (protection that we mentally establish and maintain) but we rise above the scene.  We are elevated by wisdom – the wisdom goddess herself.

As we rise above the scene, panoramically, we recognize that sometimes a player jums up and tries to take hold.  This is archontic energy trying to attach in the form of an actual attack from someone/something or self-criticism.  The battle can take many forms.

Here’s the thing to remember: we are not alone.  We are intimately connected with our creatrix and through two-way commnication (which is happening on several levels of awareness) we are affecting the battlefield (the matrix) in real time.  It is important to note that we are neither engaging in the fear battle that is being waged right now, nor are we passive. TWe are awake and aware.  We respond when we are personally moved to action.  This is different for everyone but takes on a general wave of action.

This report will take a couple of reads, and you may want to revisit it later today for fuller understanding.  And be kind to yourself.

The Manuscript Of Survival – Part 297

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Time is passing quickly now dear ones, but for some, it cannot go quickly enough. For they are so eager for change to occur in their lives, and as such, their patience seems to be stretching more than thin at times. We know you so well dear ones, as you have once more been exposed to the healing forces of the light, but as the light will expose everything to the light in order to make it heal, it will also bring what it exposes to your attention. So with this light comes focus, and with this focus, comes an overwhelming feeling of not being good enough for so many of you. For what you see, is what is brought to light, and that is also all you see.

In other words, you fail to see the greatness in yourself, for what you focus on, is mostly that which has been pushed up to the surface by this endless stream of energetic lifeforce. And so you see yourself as if crawling with infestations of anger, fear and so many other issues you will consider as shortcomings. But is that what this really is about? A process to make you feel less and less pleased about yourself? For as the sun rises every day, so too are you rising in our esteem. For what you are doing in all of this, is actually to cleanse yourself of any residue that has been left unattended within, and remember, this residue is a residue collected through many a lifetime. So even to the lightest of you, this residue at times may seem to be more than plentiful. But remember, that is why the light has come into your life, and that is why you have taken upon yourself to let this light enter into your very core. For it is you and only you who can decide whether or not the light will be allowed to penetrate into the darkest corner within, and when you say yes to this, this is what results from it.

For the light is unstoppable, and it will not stop before it has pushed any and all remains of the old up to the surface and out into the light. And there you will be able to see it all, and for many, the magnitude of old dross will at times seem to be more than a little overpowering. But again we say, this is not something to fear, this is something to celebrate. For it is only visible to you because it is coming out, never to be seen again. And as such, this final cleansing, for that is truly what this is, will seem to be more dramatic than what it really is. For you are not to sit down and take account of it all. This is not about balancing the books, keeping a close score of anything that may come out of this cleansing process. This is simply a case of releasing what the light is driving out, and as such, the process is in fact more easier on you than you mayhaps have gotten into your mind. For remember, the mind still have a mind of its own at times, and for the mind, this seeming accumulation of old energy might set it into a spin. But do not let yourself be deceived by all of this, for you are doing good. And do not fall for the temptation to start to compare yourself to that of your neighbour, for as always, this is an individual process, and each and every one of you must take their own path in this, not try to emulate your brother and sister in any way.

For you must simply go forth and do your thing, whether that involves a lot of releasing, or whether that seems to be s slightly less strenuous path. For it is up to each and every one of you to do what makes you feel lighter, and you must do so at your own pace. But do not forget, the light will stop for no one and no thing, so you cannot tell the light to stop. But you can give yourself some leeway in all of this, and you do that best by stepping back and relinquishing the controls, and by surrendering yourself to this process, you will assure that it runs as smoothly as possible. For if you do try to take matters into your own hands, you will feel the squeeze from this energy more than if you just let it run its course.

So again we say breathe, and let yourself go with the flow. Only by doing that will you feel better able to sail through all of this without feeling as if your heart is being smothered by these, the last remnants of the old you. For they will surface in one way or the other, and the more you accept this, the faster this flow will pour out, and the faster this process will go. So let go, and let it come, and whatever it is, it is nothing to fear. For it is lifted out of you in order to let you lift yourself up and away from the one you used to be, but are no longer. For you have already entered the halls of tomorrow, but as you are still a many layered being, not yet fully merged, you will still need some help to get everything together as it were by making sure that nothing is left of the old. For you cannot carry any extra weight if you want to become the truly enlightened one, so just look upon this process as the lightening of the load it truly is, no matter how burdensome the process in itself may seem at times.

Kryon Channeling – Old Soul 2013 Toolkit

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Credit goes to Lee Carroll who has performed these channeling sessions with Kryon for several decades. I wish to thank him for allowing us to re-post his work, as long as we do not attempt to profit from his offerings.

If you are interested in his work, check out his audio files here:

http://www.kryon.com/k_freeaudio.html

Mind Science Documentary

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Almine: Ego Identification – The 1st Stage of Ascension – Pathway to Ascension Pt. 3

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In the third installment of the Pathway to Ascension Youtube videos, Almine describes the 3 phases of the first stage of Ascension – Ego Identification. Pathway to Ascension is a free online course, containing eight 30 minute video lectures and over 100 pages of written materials.

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Spiritual Reality: Near Death Experiences – FULL LENGTH DOCUMENTARY

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Connect with your Soul Group or find your Soulmate at in5d Connection http://www.in5d.NET EVERYONE is welcome!

In loving memory of my sister Lola, July 12, 1958-December 30, 2011

in5d http://www.in5d.com/ UPDATED DAILY! The Internet’s largest Esoteric, Spiritual and Metaphysical Database!

There is a spiritual awakening going on right now in mass proportions and is growing exponentially. By the end of this video, you’ll have no doubts about our true, divine reason for being here. You’ll feel uplifted and re-energized! Please share this with others!

For more on spirituality, near death experiences, 2012 and meditation, please visit http://www.in5d.com and http://www.maya12-21-2012.com/

There are many commonalities amongst virtually every person who has had a near death experience. This video encompasses these commonalities to prove beyond the shadow of a doubt that there is so much more to our existence than what we can perceive on a third dimensional reality.

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