What a year 2019 has been and we still have two more months to go before we can move into the brand new energies of 2020.
October was a time to ground, re-balance and stabilize so we have a strong foundation to take the next steps forward on our journey, which was our key word for last month.
I personally found October to be a very challenging energy as old fears and beliefs came to the surface to be healed. A lot of anger came up for me last month, which is two-fold, one part is to do with what is happening to Mother Earth and feeling powerless and the other part is about not feeling good enough to move forward on my own journey.
I have been working through my fears around “not feeling good enough” and also “not being enough”, which I know a lot of you can relate to. This anger that is coming up is showing me what I need to heal, release, accept and forgive.
I wrote previously, that the last few months of 2019 may be challenging as we are being forced to confront our fears. Anger is a normal part of fear as anger tends to surfaces when the ego doesn’t want to let go of control! If you have been feeling angry or very anxious, as this is another way fear can be masked, then it is time for you to face your fears too!
If anger is coming up for you, please don’t feel ashamed or try to hide from it. Embrace it and know that it is coming up (and out) for a reason! It is showing you that you want to move forward, but you can only do so by walking through this fear. Look underneath the anger and see why you are really suffering.
This is much easier said than done as I am well aware! So, you are not alone if you are going through a challenging time with your emotions right now.
These emotions need to be worked through so we can move through the fear. This opens up our hearts and allows the love to flow. And as you know LOVE is what we are all working towards!
The word Spirit has given us to focus on for November is ILLUMINATION.
Unfortunately, there is nowhere to hide this month and we will keep getting the lessons until we face our fears!!
The intense energy we have all been experiencing that is bringing stuff up to be cleared will continue throughout November and even into December, depending on what inner work we do.
It will be more apparent though up until the 11.11 Gateway as this will be an intense energy period!
I am also being told by Spirit that those of us that face our fears and do the inner work will have some relief from the middle of the month, however if we try to hide the intensity will continue!
November also feels like a wonderful month for abundance, prosperity and manifesting our desires, so there is a little magic in the air too and it is not all clearing and healing work!!
November’s energies will help us to balance our will and the knowledge we all know to be true in our hearts that all our needs will be provided for. This rare energetic balance means that we are able to ask the Universe for what we need, and recognize the solution when it appears.
This energy reminds us that the Universe is an unlimited resource of energy and abundance and prosperity are available to everyone.
We are being called upon by Spirit to remember who we are and that we are enough. Whatever we ask for, we shall receive.
The energy this month can help us manifest our dreams. So, set your intentions well, acknowledge what you have already received with gratitude, and affirm your belief in a prosperous Universe.