By Jelelle Awen
Woundings from traumas do form a kind of grid over Gaia and they have a magnetic pull of their own. We could call this the “3D-4D Emotional Body Trauma” Grid. It has a rather dark, deep, and powerful energy with layers and layers to it. This is on the collective level as viewed from a ‘higher’ vantage point as you start to arise above it through transmuting/healing your emotional body to a higher frequency. I was shown it from this perspective by my Star Family recently when I asked to understand more about what was going on collectively in terms of trauma purging/clearing of especially sexual abuse trauma that also may connect to each of us on an individual, experiencial level.
This Emotional Body Grid is porous, more like a vapor cloud than anything more dense than that. Because it is porous that also means that it is permeable, fluid, and easily shifted and altered. When parts of you are INSIDE of this grid and we could say ‘plugged’ into it, it can feel VERY deep, very dense, and very penetrating. It can feel to parts of you as if there is no escaping it in moments and NO WAY to actually move it. These are the ‘feelings’ of not desiring to be alive anymore, not wanting to be here on Earth, despair and hopelessness, and the experiences of recapitulating controlling/toxic relationships, heaven and then drop down into hell states, chronic physical body suffering and pain, etc .
Parts of you can be VERY fused to this Grid through traumas still being ‘lived out’ and looped from this lifetime….and also from Metasoul/other lifetime aspects that are experiencing acute traumas from persecutions, suicides, murders, etc. There is really no other reality for these parts and Metasoul Aspects….this trauma is ALL they know, so it is a kind of a Ground Hog Day’s ‘fate’ for them as they feel stuck and frozen and attached to this Grid and its reality repeating itself over and over again.
This Emotional Body Wounding Grid (as all grids) is created by consciousness, by each awareness that is put toward it and gives it energy, form, and existence. To exclusively blame negative entities or negative E.T.s or even Artificial Intelligence for keeping this Grid in place keeps parts of you actually quite attached to this Grid. It is part of what keeps it in place to fight it or resist it or battle it or even try to ‘save’ others from it. Overly fixating on implants, parasites, and entity removal creates a sense of disempowerment and actually puts MORE energy into the sustainment of the Grid. Parts of you can then ‘see’ this ‘being influenced’ reality everywhere and every feeling/experience is connected to this reality of ‘being attacked’…and you draw MORE attacks as a self-fulfilling ‘prove’ and prophecy of this fear-based attachment.
Ultimately, you CHOOSE ALL traumatic experiences for soul growth reasons on a Higher Self/Metasoul level and this actually brings much empowerment as you accept this, understand more about the reasons WHY, and own/feel/heal your Metasoul’s role in it.
Freedom and release from these emotionally dense feelings of despair, suicide, victimization, extreme negativity, battling, being attacked……freedom comes as you FEEL how this lives in parts of yourself and in your Metasoul. As you are willing to compassionately feel it and LOVE it and embrace these parts and aspects, so then do you offer them a way out of this grid. You compassionately validate their emotional reality even as you are separating your consciousness from it.
As you receive loving support from Guides/Higher frequency Metasoul aspects and as you BEcome more embodiment of your 5D Self, you separate from this Grid more and more. As you draw more soul family connections that empower and mirror your bigness to you and let go of relationships that re-energize this trauma grid, you grow in capacity to BEcome your 5D Self separate from it. As you complete the need to draw any NEW traumas to yourself…..As you connect to your 3D-4D Protector who may be ‘guarding’ the parts that are attached to it and in suffering, then the Protector becomes a partner WITH you in feeling and freeing these parts from their suffering. More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
There is HUGE opportunity for quantum and deep transmutation right now of trauma as Gaia’s vibrational frequency continues to rise. This is making the trauma cloud/grid more and more dissipated and able to be dissolved with love. This previously dense grid can then become more crystalline. There is mass and personal healing opportunities then as what had been previously hidden is now disclosed and in the open. Chakra and Kundalini activations are happening for those souls meant to lead and serve others that brings these traumas and the parts/Metasouls that are attached to them into your awareness.
Draw support toward you on the inside and outside that provides a way to RISE ABOVE with love from these traumas….so that you can go into these traumatized timelines and offer with MUCH love and light a way to start moving out of them. Through our SoulFullHeart process, we as Facilitators provide a bridge, template, mirror of how to be and do this through bridging sessions, and ongoing individual and group sessions with more info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Now is the time to see and feel more and more that it everything we experience has been created out of love and for love and in order to return to love again.
Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men, along with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators as well…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.