2 Part Message from Lightworker Karin Lacy –
Living in the 5th Dimension – Advice for suicidal Indigo Children – 7-1-15
This is a two-part piece.
Part 1: Living in the 5th Dimension
Part 2: Advice for suicidal Indigo Children
Dear fellow travelers;
We are presently going through the most difficult time of our entire
Many people are traumatized by life, especially those of the Indigo
Children generation, better known as Generation X.
Many of this generation of higher vibration innately know that
something is fundamentally wrong with the way we live our lives. In
response they collectively slip into what has been termed “cognitive
dissonance”, that is, they find ways to justify the “wrongs” in order
to feel better. Many choose “willful ignorance” towards the rapid
decay of our society, putting their head in the sand, so to speak.
I would like to address the people who are suicidal, who are seriously
considering to take their own life and put an end to their misery. I
also write this article for those who lost a loved one to suicide,
especially for those parents who carry a dark shadow of guilt, blame,
and shame in their energy field.
When I was two years old there was an incident when my mother broke my
will. She had enough of a naughty girl once and for all, she lifted me
by my arms and slammed me on the table. My first chakra must have been
compressed from the impact, for I suffered from about a thousand
insecurities throughout my life.
At age 21 I tried to commit suicide. It was in 1968 in East Berlin,
the capital of the German Democratic Republic. I didn’t think I would
ever make it in life. Even though I seriously meant to kill myself
with 80 sleeping pills, I was found and woke up in the hospital. I had
the typical white light tunnel experience and was sent back with the
message that my time had not come yet.
Of course committing suicide was ‘illegal’ and this crime meant great
shame for the family and usually was kept secret.
Even though I went through much hardship in life, I never tried to
kill myself again, for I knew I would be sent back. But I saw suicide
as a backdoor option, something I would consider when life becomes
unbearable. That helped insofar as I could stretch my level of
endurance further out.
When I was in my mid thirties my process of awakening begun. I
explored countless alternative healing modalities, self-help books and
therapy methods to heal my emotional scars.
My life improved dramatically when I became aware that I am here on
Earth by contract and that my mission is to serve as a Lightworker
during the time of the Shift of the Ages.
When I immigrated to America in 1991 I gave all my focus on my
I mention these events from my own life to convey that I am familiar
with the subject of suicide.
Nowadays committing suicide is not rare anymore. A large number of
soldiers commit suicide after they come home. In Japan there is even a
suicide forest. And the Swiss offer legally assisted suicide for
affluent tourists who can afford it.
From what I came to know over the last five or six years I would not
even consider suicide anymore. The afterlife is not the heavenly place
we have been told awaits us. The lower astral plane where most of us
end up after our physical death rather is a feeding ground of
non-physical parasites, called Archons. The energy harvesting of
humanity is not limited to the Earth plane, it continues in the lower
Advice for suicidal Indigo Children
Eight years ago I wrote a book called “Potty Training for Indigo
Children – Cannabis, Marijuana, Hemp for Medicine, Enlightenment, and
Abundant Resources for the 21st Century”. One chapter is called: My
Advice for Suicidal Indigo Children.
In this 4-page chapter I recommend for depressed Indigo Children to
use Cannabis to lift themselves out of their state of mind and
deliberately change their outlook on life.
One of the main reasons our global rulers declared the herb Cannabis
the forbidden medicine is that Cannabis serves as a de-programmer from
our matrix system of domination and control. In other words, it can be
used as a tool to awaken from the dream. That is why in some Asian
countries Cannabis smuggling and using is punished with the death
Now that we are in the year 2015 Cannabis/Marijuana/Hemp is on its way
of becoming legal. Of course the government and pharmaceutical
corporations want to be in charge of growing, distributing, selling,
and tax collecting. However, this is not going to happen. The roundup
of the criminals known as the global Cabal or Illuminati who have been
taken the human population hostage, has begun. Soon their trials will
be televised for all of the human family to see. We cannot build a
Golden Age with the same criminals in place. The “war on drugs” is
among their major crimes designed and engineered for human
Separately I’m going to post the 4-page chapter “My Advice for
Suicidal Indigo Children” from my book “Potty Training for Indigo
Children” – Cannabis/Marijuana/Hemp for Medicine, Enlightenment, and
Abundant Resources for the 21st Century.
It is my desire that you may benefit from reading it.
Light&Love, Karin Lacy
Please visit my website at www.KarinLLightworker.com
End Part (1)
Part 2: My Advice for suicidal Indigo Children
Karin Lacy, Lightworker
of my book “Potty Training for Indigo Children” –
Cannabis/Marijuana/Hemp for Medicine, Enlightenment, and Abundant
Resources for the 21st Century
Published on my website in 2007
My Advice for suicidal adolescent Indigo Children.
Beware of the Rivers of Thought.
Suicide among young people continues to be a serious problem, not only
here but in all countries of the world. Each year in the U.S. alone
thousands of teenagers commit suicide. Suicide is the third leading
cause of death for 15-to-24-year-olds, and the sixth leading cause of
death for 5-to-14-year-olds. They say 90 % of suicidal teens have
undiagnosed mental disorders. Depression is the most common of them.
Life events bring them down. Eventually, the stress and depression
cause them to plan and commit suicide.
Dear Indigo, if you have ever considered or tried to commit suicide,
know that you are in charge of your life. This is a planet of Free
Choice. It is comforting that we humans have this option of
deliberately ending our own life if it becomes unbearable. From your
Higher Self’s perspective there is no judging if you decide to end
your suffering. Wanting to kill yourself symbolizes your yearning for
being back home in the blissful state in the realm of pure positive
The Lightworkers call this pull from the other side “the vibration of
home”. From your broader perspective committing suicide is not wrong,
rather it is seen as a courageous act of you finally taking charge to
end your misery on Earth and to reemerge back into the non-physical.
You know innately that you did not intend to suffer, but that your
life was supposed to be joyous and wonderful in all ways. From your
broader perspective you knew that you are a blessed being who wanted
to come to Earth for the experience of joy as a human creator.
There is no end in the sense of death and of course there is no
punishment for suicide. When you die you leave your physical body
behind and reemerge back into the non-physical. Some say we usually
choose a period of resting and reflection after each lifetime.
People who committed suicide may especially wish for contemplation and
reflection about their life as an adolescent human being on Earth,
before taking “a new run at it” and be born again as a human creator,
under easier circumstances.
Remember, we as the human family are living through a most crucial and
difficult time in our evolution. We are transitioning through the
Shift of the Ages, towards a leap in consciousness. Obviously we all
wanted to be here during this time of awakening.
Of course, our leaders and controllers love to sweep the issue of
suicide under the rug altogether. It is so obvious that the massive
number of suicides among adolescents indicate that something about the
way we live our human lives must be horrifying and repelling to so
many “human newcomers” that they prefer to return back home into the
By taking their own lives these divine beings in human disguise
demonstrate to our leaders and controllers that they prefer the
Ultimate Freedom of Returning Home. They are not wired or programmed
to live by society’s rules and laws, for they did not come forth to be
Beware of the Rivers of Thought
By the time people are adults they normally have forgotten their own
years of teenage rebellion. After all, nobody taught them to use their
own inner guidance system to navigate themselves through life. They
were brought up to be “Followers”, meaning to follow outside guidance
instead of their inner guidance.
The majority of people are not aware that every thought that has ever
been thought still exists and that the Universal Law of Attraction
brings the thoughts together in streams or rivers of thought.
From a viewpoint of energy there is a vibrational generation gap that
is happening constantly. The parents/teachers/
grandparents simply are still unaware that the rebellion that they
felt when they were teenagers is from that same “river of thought”,
which our next generation is adding their emotions to now. So there is
always the Next Generation who rebels against the status quo, because
they are born with different intentions and understanding.
As society is now learning, you Indigo Children are wired differently
from the previous generations. You have a stronger desire for life;
you came forth with high standards of connecting to Source Energy. You
are the new breed of humanity that will set the tone for a new era on
Earth. You will not be Followers, but live in a new way as Self-Guided
Those of the Indigo Generation embody as one of their traits this
powerful feeling of wanting to be in control of their own life
experience. In a few years from now the Indigos will become known as
the “System Busters” of the Old World.
Obviously many of the school teachers – and especially those who have
become authority figures within the educational system – lack the gift
of empathy with their students. They are locked off from their inner
guidance and their heart connections have been muted. Their focus is
on fulfilling their semester schedule, because they are Followers
themselves on the social ladder. Great teachers, those with a passion
for serving the youth, will not want to be part of the educational
system that restricts them like it does the students.
I watched on TV these huge education ‘factories’ called High Schools
with 4,000 or more youngsters as students, where they train the next
generation to ignore their own guidance system and follow outside
guidance instead. Going to school in these huge educational
institutions in the big cities means the students have to pass through
a metal detector for gun control at the entrance gate, flanked by
police officers. I also watched on TV surveillance videos taken in
school halls how police officers stunned rebellious male students with
electroshock guns, the new police tool.
It is the same with the drug problem. Parents, teachers, or other
authorities who take on the role of leaders and controllers, cannot
comprehend the meaning of drugs among adolescents. They cannot find
within themselves an understanding of why young people might reach for
something that makes them feel better, no matter if society
The educators are vibrationally too far away from you of the next
generation, thus the generation gap.
It saddens me to see these Indigo Children being confined and limited
in such ways. No wonder there are so many youngsters suffering from
depression! I remember Dr. Kutscher in “Kids in the Syndrome Mix”
reminding the parents and educators what a terrible, empty feeling
depression is and that watching depressed young people needs to evoke
from us an incredibly empathic response. He sees depressed teenagers
every day, who end up in his office as the result of ten or fifteen
years of participation in the school system.
What you Indigos need is an environment that provides freedom to
stretch and experiment instead of confinement and conformity. You know
instinctively that your intent was to create your own path and that
exuberance for life was what you wanted to experience in a human body
Sooner or later parents and teachers will come to acknowledge that it
is good that our young people are looking for ways to feel better.
Does it not demonstrate what powerful creators these youngsters are?
They have pure desire, and the Universe delivers the marijuana that
they are asking for – right into their schoolyard. “Ask and it is
We do have a full-fledged drug movement for the reason that people
want to feel better. Our next generation, our youth, sees all these
things in the world that feel wrong to them and make them feel
powerless. They know they too will soon have to settle in this world
of struggle and hardship. In looking for relief they reach for drugs
in order to feel better and reconnect. But then society goes after
them with so many rules and laws until they are cornered as wrongdoers
and the vicious cycle begins.
From a broadened viewpoint it is good that you young people are
looking for relief in the form of marijuana. If you want to feel
better it means your own inner guidance system is working! It means
you have chosen something that is temporarily causing you to feel
better and you did it deliberately, and now you have regained some of
your personal power. You have shown yourself that there is a way out
of the despair that you were feeling. In other words, in the moment
that you acknowledge that “I did this deliberately, because I wanted
to feel better, and I now do feel better”, you are taking your first
step of regaining your power. And that is when the discord and the
resistance begin to diminish, and then you are on your way of using
your own Inner Guidance System.
In case you, dear reader, are one of the suicidal adolescents and you
are feeling useless as a human being in this society and are mostly
depressed, I ask you to give yourself another chance. Put off your
suicide intent for the moment right now and see it as a backdoor
option. Reconsider your situation and give yourself two choices
instead of one, to leave or to stay. For just a moment play with the
idea of staying and re-birthing yourself here and now. Remember, you
have within yourself guidance that is always there. Weigh the pros and
cons by the way you feel. What feels good is good, and what feels bad
is bad for you. And whatever it takes for you to get back in touch
with your own guidance is fine.
If you have been contemplating suicide and you are already so
depressed that you cannot pull yourself out of this low dense state
anymore, try to use marijuana with the intent to use a joint as your
lifesaver. Plan to make it a sacred event and prepare yourself to meet
with your Inner Being, Guides, God, or whatever you name your
connection to Source.
Set forth your intent, ‘Intent’ is everything! As I described earlier
in utilizing marijuana as a tool for deliberate creation, set up a
meditation place with incense and candle and perform a grounding
exercise. Say your prayers and call your Guides for assistance. Have a
notepad and pen ready. Inhale only one hit of marijuana, because you
don’t want to get “stoned”; instead you are reaching for the state of
heightened alertness. Once your consciousness shifts higher and you
bask in this euphoric state of well-being this is when you start
visualizing and scripting how you want your life to be.
Start communicating with your Inner Being and ask for assistance in
re-birthing your New Self here on Earth. Plan your next thirty days,
starting with the moment when you will come down from your high in a
few hours. I suggest that you carry with you in your pocket a crystal
or stone as a constant reminder to use your Inner Guidance System to
lead you through life for at least the next 30 days.
Dear friend, in this book I can only speak about the herb marijuana.
It is all you need to turn your situation around. As I said
beforehand, I have never tried any other mind-altering substances. But
the fact that the hard narcotics are more difficult to get, cost more,
get you in bigger trouble if caught, should be reason enough to choose
Use marijuana temporarily as a catalyst for making a new beginning
right here and now.
If smoking marijuana as a tool to connect with your Inner Guidance
prevented you from committing suicide, your next step (or your first
step) would be to see a medical doctor who is licensed to give you a
“Doctor’s Recommendation” (Permit Card) for smoking marijuana to treat
your depression and other symptoms. Share your marijuana experience.
You can speak openly to these courageous doctors. They have great
compassion for their fellow humans and they would not reject somebody
who seeks their help as a patient. They serve as the trailblazers for
those of us who want to live a life as self-empowered citizens and who
want to choose and grow their own herbal medicine and sacramental
You can find the doctor nearest to you by visiting www.Norml.org, the
nation-wide organization for the legalization of
Cannabis/Marijuana/Hemp, which has all doctors, patient’s caregiver
groups, and dispensaries listed.
Dear reader, remember that your Inner Being or Higher Self is with you
at all times, it is reading with you now. Your Inner Being is your
non-physical counterpart that wants to guide you towards your highest
fulfillment. Choose your thoughts on purpose and always reach for
thoughts that feel best. This is how you will reconnect with your
Inner Guidance or Higher Self and create a new YOU, exactly to your
liking. Go for it!
Please visit my website at www.KarinLLightworker.com