Sacred Order of the Magdalene
by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
Tuesday, 12 May, 2015
You are in a time of birthing yourself into higher light at a different position of truth. As you sit in the womb of No-time, you try to stretch, but the walls of self-imposed illusion, keep you confined in an invisible prison. You push and push but you are not able to stretch into the vastness you innately know yourself to be. When a child is in the mothers womb, the child’s spirit has the ability to reach out past the limitations of the physical womb, skirting about in the parent’s lives, reaching into the past, and future, overcoming space and time.
Your life is similar to that of the unborn child. You feel limitations as if the very walls of your life grow steeper and slicker each time you try to scale them. You grunt, you groan, you complain as the limitations become more and more real and animated. You have the same innate abilities as the unborn child. You are living in this dimension of matter and yet you are also living in spirit, in the light on a multitude of levels. Your body seems limited and vulnerable, yet the spirit and light-force that inhabits that vehicle has magnificent and never-ending capabilities.
You enter a promised time where the limited perception of your humanness merges with the vast and all-knowing Spirit of Light. Coming together Merging and then EMERGING into something much more. Right now you all feel like a caterpillar, in early cocoon stage. You know that you are destined to become more, Yet Everything In Your World Points To Less Than !!
The Chrysalis shifts and the Cocoon around you thickens and hardens like the crust of earth. There seems no way out! Keeping you confined in a prison of your own thinking. One day out of the blue a small light appears on the horizon coming from a minute hole within the cocoon. Your heart races with possibilities as the illusion of limitation begins to crumble right in front of your eyes.
You all are just now seeing that small point of light in your life. a tiny hole of truth showing you the way out, the way up. The caterpillar must walk into a time of complete trust and surrendering! Surrendering what he thinks is his limitations to the divine glow within him. Surrendering is trusting! The hole is small only in the mind of the caterpillar, not in the mind of God. In the mind of God it is large enough to accommodate all the future butterflies of earth.
The cocoon would never ever allow the caterpillar to be released, because that is what a cocoon does. it protects, it keeps bound. Earth keeps you as a cocoon until you are ready to set yourself free. The caterpillar knows that it must try, and try again, or it will die. That is the point of reference that each and everyone of you sit at. You feel you must try, or perish in the process. It is a time of surrendering and trusting. The butterfly that you are inside this human caterpillar, is far greater than any illusion. Let go and know that the divine plan will work no matter what. The caterpillar is destined to become a butterfly it can be no other way! Your Soul pushes you through that tiny hole into a Higher Light, just like the caterpillar is pushed.
Sacred Order of the Magdalene
by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
Friday, 8 May, 2015
In the days of old, many of you were in the Sacred Order of Magdalena. It was not a last name. It was a title. It was a crown. It was a knowing. It was held sacred in the Essene community where Christ walked among men.
In my time of living I endured much hate that was placed upon me because of my position and training. I endured arrows of poisons that came from the eyes of others. I endured angry words. I stood high in my Light and the sacred teachings of my order. I did not trip upon my path but kept a strong heart of love towards all that wished me harm.
I did not beg for mercy for I knew that I stood in a light so grand and so beautiful that nothing could make my world tumble, for I was a seer and already knew of events to come. I saw my light as solid, not as a red thread that blows in the winds of change. The mantle of light and secrecy I wore was beyond bending or ever breaking for it was the very fabric of my soul.
Each day as you awaken to the grace of a god given day solidify the light that you are. Become the pillar of light you are and penetrate Earth and Heaven with a column of light. Then anchor and seal it with every prayer. It is this majestic light that you must daily solidify with your words and intent.
Life will often strip you naked of your divinity. It pecks upon your body as vultures that cannot wait for the kill. You allow life to delete you. When you allow life to suckle upon you, and steal your peace, you do all that is holy an injustice. All of life depends upon you holding the kingdom of the life and light as sacred and holy.
Women of the Light walk forward as a Holy Entourage, showing what cannot be dissolved or obstructed. Women of Earth — no matter what color, creed, size or age — stand up and set your light. Do not bend and cry and pray. For what you seek lives within you not on the outskirts of someone else.
Visualize the light as solidified, peace as solidified, love as solidified! See the weaving that the weavers of light create. See it as the very fabric of all that was once holy and has been forgotten. You have forgotten that you are the core of heaven on earth. You have forgotten to solidify the love that you are, the beauty that you, are the peace that you are. You have let everything enter your womb because you thought you were to shift it, to heal it, to change it. Does the mountain bend down to the sea for a drink? Nay it creates beautiful waterfalls to drink from. All that you seek lives within your realm of possibility. I am Mary Magdalene. Your connection has never ended nor can it. You have never been separated from what you are and what you are destined to do and be. Believe it and it is so.