“The [clearing] process is not always pleasant as you have discovered for many clearings are re-experienced as they come to the surface.” (1)
They describe a puzzling situation. Here we are after so many years of clearing, things and still coming up and they feel as unpleasant as heck. What in the world is going on? We should feel clear by now.
We fail to distinguish between an upset that we project outwards or introject inwards, that adds to our stack of vasanas, and a vasana that’s going off to be cleared and is cleared.
They feel the same. In both situations we feel crummy, hurt, pained, etc. We tend to wonder what if we’re getting anywhere.
But indeed there is a difference.
In the first situation we’re burying ourselves deeper and deeper in our upsets and unwanted conditions. In the second one, we’re releasing our upsets and unwanted conditions. But to do that we need to re-experience those upsets and whether experiencing them and projecting them or re-experiencing them, and releasing them, we feel equally crummy and out of sorts.
Don’t be fooled. If we re-experience them to completion and let them go, we might never be troubled by them again.
It’s a hard birth, as the Arcturian Group says. But it’s what we came to do and it’ll soon be superseded by a state of equanimity and bliss.
“Hang on,” as Linda Dillon says. (2) We’re on our way home now, never again to be prodigal children. The last act of the drama of the old Third Dimension is happening now.